♥ Kidnap xueer ;DD

short

2010-09-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

I know I've got a very long time didn't update my blog already.
And I cut my hair already, ofcause not just cut.
Have some time already also, just I'm so lazy to update blog already.
I don't know why? LOL

Now days have lots of funny thing happen,
and I love my life now.
And, the one who always beside me I LOVE YOU
and I hope we'll last long forever, really.
I know you're doing to best thing now,
just we need some time.

Love the way you lie

2010-09-14T23:44:00.002+08:00

As the very kacau punya budak Callie Leong non-stop ask me
DON'T BE LAZY TO BLOG LARHHH~
So now I'm here to blog :)
LOL!

Hmm...actually now days really busy on working and blah blah blah...
so less update blog already, my life is full of things and lots of things...
Now something different is, some one is trying cheat on me too.
So what to do?
I'll do double back if he really cheat on me, don't think I'm 3 years old
SMALL KIDS!

Turnning on : Love The Way You Lie

Happy Birthday Callie :)

2010-08-06T22:04:00.003+08:00

Alright, this is the Birthday Girl Callie Leong.

My babe look NERD. OH!

JunYong, he look gay here. hahaha!!

Schuey and ME. I miss him sooo much XD

My lovesssss

It Callie's birthday today, accompany her for outing

to celebrate her birthday with her :)

But we are late because of babe, his really slow motion until everyone wait for him

don't know how to describe his slow-ness.

I thought 3 something then we can move from serdang to fetch Callie

and 3.30 something we'll reach sunway to sing k and blah blah blah.

But because of babe, 5 something only we get Callie,

and we got no time to sing k, so we went to have our lunch.

and chat chat a while, and schuey got to go some where else,

so he went off, and left me, babe, callie, junyong and one of my friend.

walk around and look around...

and went to play games until 7 something,

Callie's family come already then we go back to serdang on 8 something

babe straight away fetch me back, and I reach home around 9.

It really early, because tomorrow I'm going to Penang,

gonna wake up early, so let the picture do the talking.

NIGHT!

soweeeiii~

2010-08-04T21:58:00.002+08:00

sorry I let my blog dead for so long time.
Callie is scolding me without updated my blog,
my friends are blaming me for not let them know what's going on with me?
First I have to say is I'm to busy for my life already.
Full of assignment, revisions, slides and homework.
Some more now days, everyday out with babe.
hahahaha!! Because babe stay near with me already.
So he can come and fetch when I need.
Once I call he'll be here with me in 5 minutes. how good?

Now have to start do revision, ready for exam already.
Next month gonna exam soon,
and next month not going out with babe after finish my exam.
I have to proof to daddy that, even I got my relationship
I still can handle my study. :)
Wish me good luck.

life..

2010-07-20T21:56:00.005+08:00

Half done my brochure's assignment.
Now just waiting my group member Oreo to send me the detail
and I write into the brochure and everything done.
Hmmm... I think after finish this assignment I'll still left...
1 more, Foong Lin's Assignment 2.

College life really make me felt so tired.
But what to do?
I promise my dad that I'll finish at least degree in this course.
So I'll do what I've promise.
And at least degree means 4-5 years.
Babe says he want to marry me after I finish my degree.
Can i belief this?
Even my ex-boyfriend says this before, but at last end with no reason.
I'm sick of this kind of no ensurer's promise.
It will be hurt if it didn't come true.
Some times I really need some rest on my relationship.
Because sometimes I need some one to talk to me...
But babe always not free, or maybe he is spending time with friends.
And now babe set up his own stall already.
Will be more busy on taking care the stall.
And I'm going to open blog shop too.
Both of us will be more busy in the future.
Will less meet up or maybe less go out for shopping already.
I really don't know how to handle our relationship, it's really hard for me.
Babe sometimes just didn't talk much,
didn't really put effort on it.
It makes me felt so blind on this.

Sometimes dad not really belief what I tell him.
Just like yesterday, I tell him my kindergarten is organise a trip
for teachers to relax at Penang. 2days 1night only.
For teachers is free, but for outsider is RM268.
I do ask babe to go with me, but babe don't want.
So I'll go there alone to enjoy myself.
But dad just can't belief that babe didn't follow me go.
I really get fed up.!
Why just can't belief what I say?
You want better result I get B for you.
You want I concentrate on my study I concentrate.
I not even think of babe when I got my class on.
Maybe sometime, a few minutes when it is tea break.
I do put effort on my study on my assignment.
But why can't my family belief me?
Everyday says I didn't do homework, say I always online.
They just didn't realize that I do it on every free time I got.
I didn't really act I'm hardworking in front of them,
because they'll say I'm fake.
So what to do? I'll just keep quiet and let them be.
I didn't fight back or argue with them.

College, last time when I was still secondary student
how wish I could faster get in college and study and finish what i want.
But it doesn't means it is happy when you get in.
There are lots of assignment, lots of things to do...

Relationship, I'm tired of this.
I wish to end this, but I confuse.
Because I love him.

Family, why peoples say family is the one who always support you?
Ya, maybe sometimes. But not always...
Sometime they will blame on you, and lost trust on you.

At last is, yourself.
Blame yourself when something goes wrong.
Trust yourself when anything need trust.
Scold yourself when something need to be scold.
Hate yourself if you do some wrong decision.
Love yourself when you're doing well on something.
Everything yourself, no ones will bother what you do,
And you're free.

I always be like that.

Chinese Article

2010-07-16T01:20:00.002+08:00

现在我要用华语来写我今天部落格。
如果你想问我为什么，我会回答你说，
因为今天发生的事情我实在不知道要怎么样用英文来表达
因为实在是荒谬而且真的是空欢喜一场
但是也不能说是空欢喜一场，至少我没有失去我最亲爱的

今天本来是打算亲爱的来接我去上课，
像往常一样，送我上课然后等我放学过后一起去看戏，吃东西
但是因为昨天晚上亲爱的回去家乡了~
所以今天接送我去上课的事他的姐姐，但是也没什么问题啦！
而且他的前女友也有一起来，winnie。
我刚上车的时候还担心说会不会尴尬，还好不会
但是后来我想想，怎么可能会尴尬呢？
她很漂亮，比我想象中还要完美，真得很美。
对着她，我莫名其妙的自卑起来~
为什么呢？看看她的样子，
五官很端正，皮肤白里透红的，眼睛更是娃娃般的大，笑起来看上去很美丽，头发更是长发飘然
打扮更是跟得上潮流而不太夸张的~身材更是标准的
比起来，我，五官普通的更普通，皮肤更是深色的，眼睛更不用说了，笑起来什么都看不到了，
头发散的恐怖，像个女鬼。打扮更像30年代的阿婶。身材更不用说，水桶型。

上课后，想说今天演讲完了就等亲爱的来接我
但是最后接到的是亲爱的撞车了！
吓都吓坏我了！还好亲爱的没事

结论是：我今天很倒霉
头发剪了，钱没了，戏也没看到，钱也没赚到，亲爱的车也受伤了，见亲爱的也只有那2个小时。

唯一值得庆幸的是，亲爱的没事，他还在我的身边

Rainbow :)

2010-07-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

Today is my 4 months anniversary with my babe ♥

On the way back to serdang from college,

I saw RAINBOW! And it is so near so near with me.

I know this is not a big deal see rainbow,

now days always rain then everyday also got rainbow already.

But this month, this is the 3rd time I see rainbow.

So lucky lorhh.!

See some more I capture this rainbow until so nice.

With PJ's road name there, hahaha!!

Tomorrow going out movie with babe,

I want watch esclipe, my twilight.

Babe promise me!! Don't tells lie again.

Twilight means twilight, no others. :P

Don't tell me you're not feeling well, so cold in the cinema...

Blah blah blah~ I'll kill you if you say this again.

I'll hug you if you felt cold :P

teeheee... I love you babe ♥

2010-07-12T22:53:00.002+08:00

hmmmm... yesterday argue with babe
Argue until he say break off T________T
I didn't know him say break, because I message with him
then I fall asleep already, so I didn't reply him
then he though I wan break off.

Then early morning I see his message I jam there for a few minutes.
Then what also didn't do I straight away call him.
that time is 6.15am, I non-stop calling him but he didn't pick up my call.
Then you know what I do,
I didn't care about my work, I know it will be late if I do that.
but I didn't care, I straight away drive go his hostel find him.
on the way going his hostel I continue calling him also,
until he pick up the phone I really can't control already,
tears drop down my cheek...

then until I find him then we chat for a while then nothing already...
thanks god.

I miss high school

2010-07-08T20:53:00.004+08:00

I MISS HIGH SCHOOL LIFE

I miss all the girls, even just 9 of them.
Even our class always got argue and lots of problem.
But I really like this class, sometime this class is really caring.
I miss Callie, but she's now same college with me
She is still by my side :)
I miss Lee Ping, even I hate her.
But she is still as sister to me, just she got her own life style.
She enjoy, she happy, is enough.
Life is for enjoy, this is whats the right she do, not as like me?
Don't know how to enjoy?
I miss Shu Fei, the always late girl I remember :D
She always late to school, can't you imagine that 100days school,
she can late for 98 times. LOL!
But she's the most caring girl in our class, she's ketua kebersihan weihh!
And I still remember last time both of us argue because of something until....
You can't imagine that, both of us don't talk to each other even both of us sit together.
Until.... need to pass paper to talk to each other.
Now I think back felt that, is really funny that time.
I miss Esther, the most 8 poh.
She like to talk crap I know, every time talk something that are no point
and make all of us scold her. LOL! I know we are bad.
But we are still p6 family.!
I miss Yi Wen, the tallest girl I think so?
compare with Shu Fei, both of them are KLCC.
She always get lost in her life after she found GOD in her life
Her life is full of energy and power. I know she's really sanctify with her life now
Because GOD always accompany her :)
I miss Javin, this more nothing to say
She got her prince Joseph finally, since form3 I think so.
She is a very responsible ketua tingkatan, she do well in her study also.
And she is now do well in her life with her Joseph,
I know both of them will last forever :3
I miss Marie, even I not that like her.
sometime just because something and both of us argue.
and after that don't talk to each other, but now...
we are mature enough, there are no more " I don't like you, you don't like me "
I miss Yee Ting, she is professional in drawing.
I like her drawing, sometime she is just too easy to belief others
and make lots of problem comes out, what I want to say is
" belief yourself more then others is the best "

I miss all the boys of cause. 10 of them
I miss the way we play together, study together.
I still remember we like to eat inside the class, shouting, yelling in the class.
I miss Mun Loong, the best brother ever to me.
As every p6 classmate know what happen to me between loong. LOL!
You'll be forever brother to me, heart you lots.
I remember that he like to ask me to scratch for him,
even the day when back school to get SPM result also the same.
I still remember he teach me math before SPM,
that's why I didn't fail my math. Thanks so much.
I miss the day we go genting together with Schuey,Joseph and Zhen Nam.
Let find one day go again alright? complicated heart XD!
I miss Schumann, know as Schuey for me!
He is best brother for me also, he really take care of me when I'm down.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! heyy! Don't think wrong way kayy?
He is the one who teach me math also, he helps lots.
I miss the day we go your house bake cake for Callie :)
And he know lots of secret from me. ishhhh~
Find one day come have gathering kayy?
I miss Sze Chuen, know as FooChok better.
Sounds like can eat, the Dai Lou ever.
He use to protect our class.! haha!!
He is kind dai lou kayy? He won't hurt you if you didn't hurt him.
We use to argue before because of my ex-bf.
but after that both of us msn nothing already.
I know sometime he hate me also right foo?
I miss Wai Leong, Callie's BaoBei.
Get hard on working now, and he is quiet busy.
He is now more hardworking on his working, even he is not clever in study.
But at least he try to work hard.
that's a good start for his future.
I don't really remember I got argue with him before anot?
We know each other since form1 I join Lion Dance.
And the most important thing is, I REMEMBER! He call me ET!
Just because I pronouns something wrongly and I get funny nickname.
I miss Jun Yong, the lalas ever!
He use to sleep inside the class everyday, as I'm doing the same thing.
I sleep inside the class also larhh!
I miss Joseph, he got the same name with my kid :)
drive his "cute" to fetch his Javin.
The always gg.com guy! Powder boy!
I miss Aaron, even I not that like him.
Because he speak English! haha! my English suck larhh!
So I didn't really talk much with him.
I miss Jay Soon, even I super don't like him.!
He is very disgusting! but I miss the way he scream when all the boys bully him.
I still remember all of them how to take off his pants, and lots of funny thing.
F1 and lots of funny name and actions they do. I MISS LOTS!!
I miss the way how we are him go bring all the food back to class.
I miss the way he always belanjar us eat.
I miss the sotong, veggies, nuggets, chips... and more.!
I miss school's food! All in RM1!
I miss Chin Keong, the always Jolin's fans.
He love singing, and classmate always scold him when he sing.
but actually he sing quiet well. :)

I miss Crystal, the best girlfriend to me ever!
She is always be by my side when I need her.
The Justin Bieber super fans.! haha!!
I still remember last time we argue because some misunderstand.
And we use to hang out together when we free time in school.
Find one day let go hang out together again kayy? :3
So sorry for no picture of me and her, because my boyfriend's laptop don't have,
and I didn't upload our picture in facebook.

Wedding dresses

2010-07-05T23:42:00.004+08:00

I like this the most :)

All this wedding dresses I like so much.

Don't think to the wrong way, I'm not getting marry soon.

Just I like searching wedding dresses and see.

Which nice? Which sweet?

I hope next time my wedding could be wonderful and sweet.

no need much people, no need chocolates....

I just wish to own a very sweet and nice wedding album.

At least, next time when I old enough.

I can still look back last time how pretty am I :)

I think every girl wish to have a very wonderful memory on their wedding day.

It's including me of cause.

So this is one of the reason I like working in HLT.

Lots of couples have their wedding there.

And I can see how sweet they are, how lovely they are.

Today, after school, babe fetch me to Mid Valley to have sushi.

He promise me to bring me for sushi last time.

But, at last gonna go home that time...

Some unhappy thing happen.

Just, babe.

I don't mean to say something to hurt you.

Just I really wish, if you really want to marry me.

I want a sweet lovely wedding album.

I even need to save lots of money and others...

I don't care, I just want an album. :'(

Please...~

I know it's show I'm doing something to make you get hard.

But babe, just an album.

I really didn't mean to hurt you using some bad word.

Sorry.!

Dim Sam again :)

2010-07-04T16:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we go eat Dim Sam again.
As what I say on the previous post, I've already say.
This time got 3 friends birthday,
but we didn't buy cake, because we know
after finish Dim Sam sure all very full already and can't eat cake wan.
so we make another more SPECIAL cake. hahaha!!
This time babe got accompany me go eat Dim Sam also
Very happy larhh! Even just go have a walk or just sit down there
say nothing, I already very happy :D

007 gun girl LOL!

The SPECIAL cake. XD

Alright, now days I can't always online already.

Because, my streamxy line cut off already.

Because want to register the new COOL UNI PACK

to get the FREE HE-MINI, so have to cut off the original line

and register the new line again.

And it take one month long...

Now I'm using babe's laptop to online.

So he can't online for one month, as the laptop he let me use it larhh!!

HAHA!! so good babe :)

Retard college life

2010-07-01T21:14:00.006+08:00

Now days I'm having very retard college life. swt.!
How to say that I'm having retard college life?
I think one day I have to record down what's going on in my class.
The May intake classmates are really noisy and childish.!
How to say? It doesn't mean that I'm mature.
Just, can't them be quiet to wait the lecture come in?
They have to be shouting around, laughing around and yell around.
I know, for our age now have to be fun and wonderful.
But hey! It's study time, just be serious larhh!! adui~
Everyday after kindergarten, I have to rush home to change and lunch.
Then have to rush to college.
I need some rest when I till class, BUT!
Those peoples are like, pasar malam offer buy1 free1 like that.
Yelling here and there, even running here and there. O.O
OMG! How I'm gonna rest? Ear also pain!
It's totally retard!!!!!

But nevermind, bad news finish.
I got GOOD GOOD NEWS!!
BABE IS COMING BACK!!!
But I don't know when? LOL!
Just I can confirm he is coming back then can already.
How many days I wish he come back here.
Now finally my dreams come true.~
OH! Thank GOD.! I lovesss you.!
After babe come back,
babe promise me to bring me watch
Twilight Eclipse & Sex and The City2
I've been waiting for this both movie for so long time.
I'm Twilight huge fans okay? After New Moon, I was wondering...
Did Bella answer YES to Edward's make an offer of marriage?
Even I got books already, but I didn't go and read it.
Because, I want to watch movie first only read see whether it is the same?
HAHA! I know I'm crazy.
AND AND!! Sex and The City2.
HAHA! This movie is quiet funny on the first round.
I was wondering, what's going on on the second round?
I bet it is a 5 stars movie.! TRUST ME!!!

BABE! faster bring me for movie.~

Outing, outing

2010-06-29T21:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday outing with my babe :)

Felt so happy, because too long time didn't meet with babe d.

Almost forget how he is look like :O HAHA!

Babe send me to college at 3.30pm and he go repair his car with his friend.

After that, come back college to fetch me on 6pm.

And fetch his friend back, because his friend don't want disturb us :D

So, after that I say want to go watch movie Toy Story3.

Then babe say he want to have his hair cut first :(

So accompany babe go have his hair cut.

OH NO! Babe cut his hair until very short larhh weiihhh!

Is like, office boy hair cut. Too gentle already LOL!

Some more, babe got twins brother.

after his hair cut, both of them more aslike. = ="

But ofcause I won't get them wrongly.

My babe more handsome larhhh XD!

After his hair cut already late for the movie.

So we just hand around, walk around find something to eat

I love eating.!

OH YA! This Saturday I'm going to have my buffet Dim Sam ;)

Can't wait already.! After this, I'll find one more day,

Go have buffet steamboat with them once again.

I love buffet! HAHA!!

Now, have to wait until next week only can hang out with babe again.

Now days hard to see babe already.

I miss babe larhh!!

TONG CHONG HOW, COME BACK LARRHHH! :'(

You promise to bring me go eat Sushi King!!

Hoorrayyy !!

2010-06-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

Finally I finish almost half of the assignment ;)
Felt so relax now, but one more thing!
Tomorrow, resit BM paper and 23rd resit MATH paper.
God bless me pleassseeee~~! I just want CREDITS.!
Just give me one more credits enough already. PLEASE~~~
If after I resit for this two paper, and I get one more credits.
My life is totally fulfill.! Is PREFECT enough.!

And after that, FONG SUET EER!
Don't sleep in class anymore.!
You're no more high school student, You're big girl already.
College student already, have to take yourself already.
Can't always sleep in class and miss out lots of thing.
High school already gone, don't miss the awesome college life.

What I done?

Philosophy on Early Childhood Education Individual Assignment
Moral 2 Individual Assignment
Checkilst
Observation

What I haven't done?

Complete Checklist Assignment
Moral Group Presentation - Parental Love
Brochure's Presentation

I think that's all for my work that's done and not done yet.
And ofcause, I got lots of thing that haven't done with my babe yet ;)
Babe! I miss you lots...
We're not going to meet this week because I got exam.
And both of us don't want dad get angry if we force him to let us meet.
So we gotta wait until next week :'(
I want to go shopping with you, I want to movie with you
I want to have dinner with you, I want to go hang around with you
I want hold your hand and walk around hang around,
I miss everything from you.!
Faster come back to me :'(

Bad family relationship

2010-06-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

As those friends are close to me, will know
My relationship between family is not really good.
Now days, I really felt annoying about them.
How to say?
Didn't you see mother hit daughter before?
Ya! Maybe in the newspaper, but it's happen to me.

Today I'm not feeling well.
Actually after school I have to go restaurant work,
but I call back and reject.
Because, I'm really not feeling well, I scare I'll fall in a faint there.
Last time already got one time I fever I go work and I fall in a faint.
Morning already not well, but go kindergarten to make sure everything done.
About 1.30pm I felt headache and felt asleep already.
I go back home early, but I fall in a faint inside the lift. :O
Dad say a boy relieve me back to my house.
I wonder who is the boy is? How come he know my house?
That's nothing, I didn't tell dad I'm not feeling well.
And I straight away go school.
After school, I when back to home.
I bathe and I go sleep.

But after that, mom come home.
And wake me up and ask : Today you no school?
I say got, I come back early to sleep.
Then she nothing already, after that babe's sms me and restaurant call me.
After that, mom wake me up again.
I say I'll wake up and eat later, I'm so tired now.
And you know what my mom do?
She kick on me, and hit me. Just to wake me up.
Can't she just let me lye on bed when I'm not feeling well?
And she do this to me?!
Is that what should a mother behave like this?
I totally fed up on her.~!

Bye Babe :'(

2010-06-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day I meet with babe :'(
Felt so sad mm se dak
will got a long time can't meet with babe already.
He work so far away, I study so far away.

BABE!!! I MISSSS YOUUUU.!

But nevermind, babe working, I study hard.
After I get not bad result dad sure won't say no to my relationship already.
So I have to study hard!
Have to pay attention on everything now.

Happy 3month anniversary :)

2010-06-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 3 MONTH ANNIVERSARY :)

Today babe send me to college, after finish study we go have our dinner.
With his best friend, 3 of us go have my favorite Dim Sam.
LOL! 3 of us RM87.60!! OOMMGG!
Have to use super super less money this month already.
I was shock when the waitress tell us this BIG number :O
What to do? I love Dim Sam, so babe bring me go eat.
But babe say nevermind, few month eat one time nevermind. :)
Babe always the best ;!

After tomorrow, babe have to go for work already.
And my kindergarten also start work already.
Will be very busy this month.

Kindergarten performance coming soon
Resit on 22,23 for BM and MATH's paper
Moral presentation & assignment
Observation on young children
Assignment of Foundation of early childhood
Moral individual assignment
Upgrade Internet to get FREE HP-MINI

I Hope everything will be fine :)
The HP-MINI I hope there is another one more for me XD!
Because I get this HP-MINI is for my dad to use.
So, still there is no laptop for me :'( So sad!
Nevermind, even that is for my dad.
I'll still can earn money and save to buy my own laptop :)
I'll save money try to buy a 2nd hand car also.
As what my Boyfriend told me,
its not hard to find a 2nd hand car to deposition every month.
Just find some cheap and nice car to use.
For me, simply, got 4 tyre can move then enough :D
But ofcause I need air-condition larh!
Beside that, today lecture teach us to do a CHECKLIST to make sure our life are in regulation :)

Own laptop
Own car (have to wait 1more year I think)
Not bad result (as long as didn't fail, that's enough)
Steady work (be confirm on kindergarten & pump up my salary)
Online WEB shop (1 year RM199, Maybe will be done on this year)
Study well
Get loan!
Family
Friends
Boyfriend :)

That's all for my checklist. LOL!
I enjoy my life ♥
Even its busy, tired ; but I enjoy
At least I'm not like others, lying on bed waiting someone to help.
I wonder how those people could be such a thick face? Woopps.!

Outing :)

2010-06-14T00:21:00.002+08:00

Wheeeee~ :)
Having romantic date with my babe.
Actually not really romantic larhh!
Just for me, as simply like now is enough romantic for me.
No need waste money, or waste time to make something different
That's WASTE money and, its would scare me.
And I'll thought : Is it babe done something sorry to me?
So he make something romantic to let me forgive him?
LOL!!
I know I'm crazy.

Early morning, have breakfast with babe
And we go times square to shopping :)
Babe bought me a jacket as I said I need it in college.
Because, SEGi's air-conditioner is super duper COOL!
My jacket now, is not suitable for me to stay in this COOL area.
After babe bought me jacket, we decide have movie.
BUT! Its too much people is still line-ed up there.
So, disappointed me. Have to cancel our movie section.
So we just walk around, having fun around...
Until babe say he's tired.
Only we when back to serdang, go Souty City hang around.
And around 4.30pm we went to Green Light to have our lunch.
Actually that's not lunch time, but because after that I got work
So we have to eat at this time, so that when I'm working that time
I won't hungry. :)
After finish our lunch, babe send me to my working place.
And he went to snooker again. LOL!

But stupid Captain , that FAT ass PIG~!
Today damn angry with her.
Blacklist my name, nevermind
I don't care,! Still want to talk bad about me.
Say what : My Boyfriend not working here anymore,
So I'm not going to work here anymore also.
WTF! Boyfriend didn't work here doesn't mean that I no need work
ASS! I'm not using Boyfriend's money what!
Stupid wan! Though every girl will use Boyfriend's money wan.
Why so idiot wan? ARRHHH! Super angry now.
Nevermind, after saying this.
Actually I'm 11.15pm finish work wan then I'll get RM30
But, stupid ass say not much customer,
Ask me go back home early.
WTH! Get RM21 only.
Nevermind, at least Boyfriend got help me.
Even not more, RM10 enough for me.
I didn't use much.!

Today I'm really happy spending time with my babe :)
I LOVE YOU BABE

Misunderstand

2010-06-13T00:22:00.002+08:00

Today only I know I misunderstand my hubby :'(
Felt so sorry to him,
now only I know, actually he wants me to be like usual
And try not too catch up where he is.
So that, after he go others place to work
I won't be too miss him when I'm working.
Sorry, hubby.
I thought you lose interest on me already :(

I still love you.

I felt sad

2010-06-11T23:38:00.002+08:00

Now days, hubby is like not really wanna chat with me :'(
Felt so sad.
When I was free, I'm waiting for him to call me
But... at last he didn't
Every time I'm the one who call him and find topic to chat with him.
Every time he didn't try to find topic chat with me
Every time he didn't try to say something to make me happy
Every time is me to do those thing for him.
is like, I'm the one who try hard to hold on this relationship

I'm felt very tired like this.
Even my college's exam result come out d.
Malaysian Studies and GLT both I got B-
I'm really happy with this, because I really work hard on it
And I get what I want. :)
But, I got nothing from my Boyfriend.
I work hard on study, I work hard on my job
I work hard on our relationship also.
But what he do?
Every night, I call him.
We'll be quiet about 10minutes only start chatting.
After 5 minutes, both of us quiet again.
And what he's doing?
Poker? Snooker?
Every time also this, he'll never try to understand me.
Even YES! He's enough understand me
But can't he just put down all this thing, and chat with me?
He's going to leave me far away on JUNE16
Both of us will be long time can't meet each other from that time on.
He'll work there, and stay there.
And I work here, I stay here, I study.
Both of us got no time to spend together anymore!!!
Can't he just be save more time to spend with me?
Even just a minutes!!! I appreciate it!
But what he do to me?
He do NOTHING to me!
Even he know JUNE14 coming soon, Its our 3month anniversary.
But he prefer nothing happen.
FINE! I'm mute on this.!

UPDATED!!! :)

2010-06-05T23:24:00.006+08:00

Hello, lovesss
Long time didn't update my blog already.
Felt so sorry to my beloved blog :(
Now days its still okay for me, and everything goes very well as what I wish.
Hope this will still going on... LOVESS ♥

Got edit abit, cause got PIMPLESS!! OH NO!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMOTHER :)

Cousins and Me :)

SharkFin, Not bad but still I love Hei Loi Tan's

Chicken, too salty :

Fish, The best Food ever! :D

Vegetable's Mix.

Nice Mee, but too salty also. >'"<

I LOVE THIS ♥

Today is Grandmother's 80years old Birthday.

So all the FONG's gather together to celebrate birthday with Grandmother.

Pictures do the talking :)

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Kah Yew's Birthday 30/5/2010

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TASKA CDC TEACHER'S DAY

My baby Joseph not feeling well that day.

Pity boy just can take one photo and have to stay inside the room.

I also bad wan, too pity him can't eat anything go take some bread for him.

And make him vomit again

SORRY BABY JOS, mummy sayang you wan.

After that, he's okay already.

fed him drink medicine and fed him porridge.

Then only he didn't vomit, and have nap :)

This few week too busy... I'll try to update more :)

2010-05-31T00:45:00.002+08:00

为什么那些人要这样看我！
我不是爱钱的人！
我承认，我一天到晚都做工，做少一分钟少了一毛钱我就会不开心
那不是因为我爱钱！我想靠我自己来生活！
我不想给别人看不起！
尤其是之前说我爱钱，当男朋友摇钱树的人！！！
我要证明给你们看！
即使我不用父母的钱，不用男朋友的钱！
我一样可以过得很开心！
因为我可以靠我自己，吃饭，车油甚至读书的钱都自己付！
不用你们担心！

而且我不会用男朋友的钱！
我不需要男朋友买衣服给我！我自己会买！
我不需要男朋友给零用钱我！我自己会去赚钱！
我不需要男朋友每天请我吃饭！我自己有钱回去吃饭！
我不需要男朋友陪我出街都用他的钱！即使我没钱！我会要求一人一半！
除非我真的一毛钱都没了！我才会要他出钱！
即使男朋友现在进钱给我用，我也不会用！
我只会帮他存钱！

所以！不要说我是爱钱的女生！

I'm enjoy

2010-05-24T23:38:00.003+08:00

This is my SuperBaby ; Joseph Hee ♥

He like to stick with me, whatever he do

He'll ask me before he do, is like...

I'm his mother :)

Anything, any homework I ask him to do

He'll finish for me at time, and

every time bathe time, he'll wait for me

to bathe for him, even I'm super busy also...

He'll wait until I come.

So sad sometime, I'm off or I'm not there.

He'll wait until others teachers to shout at him.

Then He'll show sad face. LOL!

How cute. :)

I'm really appreciate to have Joseph as my SuperBaby.

TianXiang & Chin Siong

KhooSengHee ; Isabelle ; TianXiang ; ChinSiong

Spot the ONLY girl? PeiXin.! She'll is Super Talkative

Every morning, 7.30am something
When I till kindergarten then She'll ask me
: My friend lerh? Haven't come geh?
: Wait ah.. Your friend still sleeping.
: Why they still sleeping?
: ... Hmmm... Just wait ok?

After 5 minutes...
: Teacher, teacher.! My friend lerh?
: wait ah... coming. 7.45am only mah...
: Why geh?

I terus fuiii =="
But She's really cute :)

And now days, I'm really enjoy my life.
This is what I want.
Study time ; Study.
Working time ; Work.
And free time ; Spend whole day with baby :)
Baby now days also very tired d...
Just when out to eat steamboat with him,
And go PasarMalam with him.
Even just small kes, but this is what I want.
Parents didn't say no to me for go out with baby :)
I'm really happy.! Teeheee... XD!

Happy 5.20 ♥

2010-05-21T00:23:00.003+08:00

Today is 520's ♥
Its May 20th, which is our 520's Day. 我爱你日子
My boy off day today also, and we go Genting to have fun.
Ofcause not only 2 of us, including his best friend too :)
We go Genting to play around, and see sunset lerh.!
Its so beautiful, Its really as like an egg york. LOL!
This is my very First time see sunset with Boyfriend :D
I'm so happy now, and I can't imagine that my father let me go Genting with my Boy.
If last time, my father sure don't let I go wan.
Because too far >''<
And after Genting, my boy bring me back to his hometown.
Pahang, Bentong ; Karak there.
He bring me to see his family, LOL!
Last time already meet with his mother, his sister, his younger sister, his twins brother.
And now I get to meet his father!! And his younger brother.
Hmmm... Actually his family members not bad to me.
But just because now we are not really close to each other.
So I got nothing to chat with his parents, but with his sisters and brothers...
Nice CHAT! HAHA!! Lots of craps to talk...
Today will be a good good night :)

Happy 520's Day ♥

With Lovesss ♥

2010-05-12T23:48:00.002+08:00

Go out with my boyfriend today :)

We didn't really decide where to go...

Just hang around, walk around with one of his best friend.

And we go The Mines to play around and have fun around...

Felt happy when he is beside me,

He brings happy to me ^3^

After that, when Hong Lok pasar malam

Walk around there also, not really buy thing...

Just have a look, cause that time I'm in rush to back home

BEFORE 10pm!

Oh no! then nevermind, we rush back home...

And thanks God, I didn't get scold

and thanks to my boyfriend...

thanks what lerh?

Thanks for everything you've given to me

Thanks for what you've done for me

Thanks for you'll never angry me whenever I'm the one who wrong

Thanks for you'll everything on me First.!

I really lovesssss you! ♥

Hang Out :)

2010-05-09T01:32:00.003+08:00

Yesterday hang out with my boyfriend.
Now days its really happy being with my boyfriend.
My daddy let me hang out with him ; let me yamcha with him
and blah blah blah...
Its like, my daddy like this boy so much larh!

Go the mines, time square, sg.wang and lawyat walk around...
walk here walk there, then at night go leisure mall there,
because there having Pasar Malam.
Go buy something yummy...
at night 11.30pm back home.
Being with my boyfriend I felt really happy.
Even EXAM coming soon...
I'm still having fun with him, see how I die bah!

Dim Sam :)

2010-04-28T22:58:00.006+08:00

Last Saturday when Hei Lai Ton to have breakfast Dim Sam
With whole bunch of working friends.
Actually that day I have to work on morning wan,
but since Daddy say give me back petrol, dim sam's money and salary.
So I go eat lorh! XD

Lok May & Me
Sin Ching & Me

Xiao Yan & Me

Me & Lok May & Xiao Yan

Our others working friends in Hei Lai Ton

Xiao Yan & Lok May & Me & Sin Ching

The 8 of us :)

Tart :) Yummy.

Char Siu Bao

Xiu Mai * My favorite

Crystal Gao

Steam Foochok :D

Egg Yok Bao

Vinegar Wan Tan

Steam Spareribs

Steam Chicken Leg * My favorite too.! :)

Thai Eggplant

Red Bean

Guai Lin Gou

Porridge

Lol.

8 Of us spend about RM25/per in have breakfast here.

And all of us are so happy spending time together.

Boring!!

2010-04-28T17:49:00.002+08:00

I'm using Callie's laptop to blog now.
Since now is break time, lol!
Actually its damn super duper boring, I'm gonna to sleep soon.
But damn can't sleep, because got presentation.
Aiya.! Presentation also non-of my business.
Because I'm not going to present it.
Let them to do that, but so sorry not because I lazy present,
its because something... someone know it. LOL!

Malaysian Studies's exam coming soon.
GLT's exam also coming soon.
And what I have do?
Let me think about it....
I've already read some of the Malaysian Studies's text book and notes.
but I don't think it use?
Because most of them I'm not really understand what's the text book try to tell me O.o
And GLT, hmmm...
Not bad.! At least I got pay attention in class SOMETIME.
So I at least know SOMETHING.
And, I send the remark paper for English already.
And I get back the resit already, so wish me good luck.
Hmmm... One more is Jun retake paper for Math & BM.
What i've prepared? I prepared for Math only.
Because I don't know what to read for BM.
I've totally forget everything about BM.
Ohhh Myyy GOSH!!!

Now days can't always go out my hubby d...
because exam coming so I have to concentrate on my study.
Hubby say so...
He wish me to take "ok" punya result then only go out shopping with him,
When.... Its Semester BREAK.
YAY!!!

Malaysian Studies Presentation

2010-04-21T21:56:00.005+08:00

Pictures says thousand's words.

Those girls in the picture is all the DECE students.
Diploma in Early Childhood Education.

There are all girls, and only one BOY. *weird

Finally the Malaysian Studies Presentation over already.

And now I'm going to rush my others assignment.

Felt really tired, and without a laptop for me is quiet hard.

Because, I got no time to online check my online shop.

And, I got less time to online checking mail, details and blah blah blah...

So as I don't wish to use my parents money to buy a laptop.

I'll earn money and buy myself.

As now everyday also I didn't use their money.!

I earn, I pay toll, I pay petrol all myself.

Even the 1st semester's payment, I pay RM4000 myself also.!

Where I get so much money?

I earn from Chinese new year, ang pao, kindergarten...

The whole month's salary gone in 1minutes.!

Can you imagine that, I'm so sad for that I have to pay myself.

But nevermind, I don't need my parents to pity me.

I'll be more independence.

RM4000 also I can earn, why not a RM2000 laptop.

I'll earn and buy myself also.!

You guy lighten up my life

2010-04-12T22:05:00.004+08:00

As everyone know I've already couple.
So this is my boyfriend now.
Not handsome right? XD
But he treat me is better then every of my ex-boyfriend.
He love me more then himself.
That's enough to proof everything.
And He is so cute.! Haha!!

Pei & Me

Boyfriend, Me, Mak Dao, Pei & Hua

Go PUDU Hei Lai Ton have our dinner.

Actually should be after New Year then all the waitress and waiter go eat.

But just because Hei Lai Ton its a big restaurant

and it couldn't stop receiving order.

And until yesterday 11/4 Sunday only got time go have our dinner.

So after work, 10.30pm I change my cloth and my boyfriend fetch me go.

Because he scare me after drunk then can't come back.

So he send me there to have dinner with him.

And be back home before 2am.

He promise my parent he'll send me back before 2am.

So follow him back around 1.30am, so that next time if I want go out with him.

My parent 60% can let me out with him.

Some Kindergarden's picture to share.

没有安全感的孩子

2010-04-10T00:15:00.001+08:00

陌生的场景
熟悉的对白
缺少安全感的孩子总爱胡思乱想
不要在流眼泪的时候做任何决定
情绪负面的时候说话越烧越好
不要去反复思考同一个问题不要把所有的感情都放在一个人身上
你还有父母有朋友
不要害怕做错什么即使错了也不懊悔
人生就是对对搓搓何况有许多事回头看来对错已经无所谓了
有负面情绪是正常的但是自己一定要知道要明白这只是生活的一小部分
在其余时间里要尽量的让情绪平稳起来
那个人突然不联系你了很正常那个人突然又联系你了也很正常
这什么也不说明
如果不懂就说出来如果懂了就别说笑笑即可
一切的烦恼都是自找的因此也只能自己解决
不要找朋友哭诉或者找他们去打球
说过的话一定要做到即使是很蠢的话再蠢也比言而无信好
当他说：“让我们冷静一段时间好吗？” 的时候
要冷静地说：“好” 然后挂掉电话
不要哀求他不是来征求你意见的

不要害怕做一件事
不要害怕触景伤情
不要害怕说错话
不要害怕想起过去
不要害怕面对未来
无乱是对是错你需要有一个准则
你的行为应该遵遁这个准则
并根据现实生活不断的修正
反反复复优柔寡断的人是不可能讨人喜欢的
在对错间徘徊的人形象不如从错到对的人正面
不要后悔无论怎样都不要后悔后悔的情绪比你所做错的是更加可怕
因为这会摧毁你的自信，自尊以及有可能让你去做一件更错的事
不要把心底的话全套出来这些是只属于你的财富
不要和一个人议论同一个圈子里的人
不管你认为他有多可靠
当你不知道和他说什么的时候
那就什么也不要说沉默有无限种含义

不要追求什么结果每个人结果都是一样就是死亡

无论遇到什么事情都要对自己说：这是正常的
而不要说：我怎么这么倒霉？或是：他怎么这样？
那些遇到汶川地震 911或印尼海啸的人很多都没有机会抱怒了
比起他们生活中的一些波折都是正常的
今天也许你的男朋友离你而去
你会觉得自己是世界上最惨的人
但是别忘了也许这世上同时有几十万个姑娘
和你有着同样的遭遇只是你不知道
而已吃下去的就坚决不再吐出来
所以吃之前要想清楚恋爱也是

没有安全感的孩子
吃饭总坐餐厅的同一个地方
坐公交也是同一个位置
自己看电影不相信爱情
吃很多或者不吃
念旧念旧
习惯抱肩
怕黑怕黑
莫名其妙的孤单无法抗拒的恐惧感
喜欢穿有口袋的衣服
穿没有口袋的衣服不知道手往哪放
喜欢抱着东西睡觉
喜欢卷缩喜欢卷缩
不爱说话或者很爱说话
喜欢角落
喜欢窗户
习惯冷战

I'm no more small girl, please leave me alone.

2010-04-05T21:00:00.002+08:00

What I want to say is,
I'm no more small girl, please leave me alone.!

I just can't understand why my parent could be like this to me?
My father is like can't believe in me?!
He thought I tell lies to him every time.
He thought I never tell him the true.
Actually what I tell him every time its the true.!
But he never believe it!
He just believe the outsider but not me.!
I'm his daughter but he never believe me and he believe outsider.
The people that I trust the most is my Family.
But, what they do to me?
I earn money, I buy thing myself, I pay study for myself.
Everything, I settle myself.!
I never please them to help me.
I didn't want them to help me even once I become big girl.
I don't need them help.!
Because once I need them help, its shows that actually I still need them.
I just need myself, my friends and my boyfriend.!
Its enough for me. I don't need my family.
My family is hurting me.! They don't believe in me that just let it be.
I won't felt regret to do that, because you do it to me first.!

For friend that I trusted the most,
I know you'll not disappointed me.
And I won't betray you if you didn't do it to me so.

For boyfriend, no one can tear us apart.!
Even my family.!
I hate that.! Stop breaking my relationship.
I choose what I want, I know what I need.
Don't try to be such a busybody to help me choose.
I love my life now, I get what I want.
I work for it, and I spend what I get.
I earn money myself, I spend money myself.
I don't need to use even 5sen of your pocket money.
Or I should say, from form5 onwards,
YOU NEVER GIVE ME EVEN 5SEN POCKET MONEY
Is this what a father could do that to his daughter?
I know, our family getting in problem.
But can't you just leave me alone to work myself?
I do what I want, and I didn't ask help from you.
Is that not good enough for a 18years old girl to stay strong on this time?
Or I should say, from 16years old I've already stay alone without father's help.!
I never say a word " sad " or " heartless " no family love.
Because I know, parent will always love their children.
But now, even I know you still love me, but I don't need your care.
I'm no more baby.! I got my boyfriend who can care me more then you.
I know, mother is the one who no one can replace.
Even boyfriend also can't replace.!
But what father do?
Father just need to produce sperm and let mother get pregnant to born us out.
Its just easy like ABC!
I know father care me so that he do that.
But one word.! He didn't believe me and never respect me.
I'm not going to respect him.!
If he is not going to give me the car to school, my boyfriend will give me his car.
I don't think he could steal away my boyfriend's car.!
If he do so, he is going to be send in to jail.
But perhaps, I'm not going to do this to my father.
I'll just say that, my father really brainless.

So, what I say so much because I just want to let those who looking my blog.
Friend, mother's friend, father's friend, boyfriend.
I know what I want, I'm doing what I need.

My busy life

2010-04-01T20:56:00.006+08:00

I know this is cute! Chipmunk.!
As everyone know, this is Girl Chipmunk,
and the boy Chipmunk is with me in my car.
This is with my Bf and its in his car. XD

Yesterday after class 4.30pm go out with my Bf.
As my father let me to go out with him also. Damn happy.!
Cause my father trust him and, I should say My mother like this Bf also.
And this is the first time I go out with Bf didn't make up.
Or I should say, I'll make up every time go out.
But with this Bf, I never make up in front of him. LOL!
Ask my Bf send Callie back home first only we go One Utaman to watch movie.
Actually I want to watch "How you train your dragon"
But my Bf tell me that if he fall asleep please don't scold him. LOL!
So at last we watch DAY BREAKERS.
Its a movie about vampires again. I LOVE VAMPIRES.!
But please don't bite me.
This movie damn nice.! Even its too bloody scary.
Cause many parts also, SUDDENLY COME OUT.
Then suddenly nothing already.
If you got heart attack, I think you could die inside the cinema already. LOL!
After watch movie with my Bf, go HongLok.
As every wednesday HongLok got Pasar Malam.
So we went there to have a look and have our dinner there.
Around 11.30pm only my Bf fetch me back home.
So I just like "Cinderella" Have to be back home before 12am.
If not, I'll be gg.com

The early morning to college.
Without make up, Its show sick face.
And if you look properly, pimples is coming out ... ='(

While waiting for the lecture to out class.
This is my college life.

While waiting to start work at 6.15pm
Walk around and play around.
This is my working life.

This is what I wear the other day go out with my Bf and his sister.

Go watch "Under the Mountain"

My couple life. LOL!

This is what I'm doing currently.

Busy working, studying and ofcause Busy Pak tor-ing.

Yesterday got argue with my Bf, but after that nothing already.

Sorry, I won't never do that again.

Real Love is Unexplainable

2010-03-27T01:26:00.002+08:00

If you got always look for my blog,
check whatever happen to me, you"ll know that
I add something in my blog, and I change my status. =)

Yeah.! I'm no more single anymore.
I have a boyfriend already.
As what I tell my friend, I'll wait until I stable my study first.
Yes.! What I promise, I didn't forget.
I've already stable my study, just I still need some time to catch up.
No need worry about me.
My boyfriend really sayang me.!
As what Callie know, this boyfriend is much much more better then my Ex.!
Yes.! I tell the true.!
Even my Ex treat me very nice also.
But you won't never know, how much better that my new boyfriend treat me.
You'll never get to imagine that.!
Its true.!
So., Wish me good luck in new relationship.
I'm no more young girl anymore, no more puppy love.

Days

2010-03-19T01:24:00.003+08:00

hmmm... Yesterday which means Wednesday.
Go out with my Dee.
Go shopping with him and his sister together.
Buy something his sister like and buy something I like.
But at last I just bought 2 shirt. It cosh only RM30.
His sister bought a bag and 2 shirt. It cosh about RM150.
and we go have our lunch and dinner all is pay by Dee.
He use lots lots lots~ Sakit Hati larh. >"<
Its make me don't felt wan to buy thing already at last.
So we go watch movie.
As last time we already watch Alice in wonderland.
So this like we watch Under the Mountain.

Got abit scary, but its nice.
I give 5 stars.! Go watch.

So... Nothing much to say.
I just want to say that, everything will be fine with you.
I know you'll love me forever.
I hope I didn't get the wrong people this time.
Even you're not handsome like others, but I know you care me more then anyone.
I know you love me more then yourself.
I know you'll stand by my side when I need you anytime.
Time will proof everything.!
The old lover, ! Look! I'll be more more greater without you.!
You hurt me, you'll get back double hurt from me.
So.! DON'T EVER TRY TO HURT ME!
When I love you, I really do give out 100% my heart for you.
When you hurt me, I'll give you back double hurt as like how much do I love you.

For SPM resit Jun Paper

2010-03-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

As what I know is, for those who are fail in BM.
All of you have to resit for this BM on Jun Paper.
Where to get the form? Where to register its the problem.
Lots of people don't know where to go.
Even for me also the same, what to do?
Early morning need to go office to ask teachers and blablabla.
As I know, some of my brothers and sisters are going to resit also.
So, I sayang you guy tell you what to do.
So that you guy no need to be rush on this.

First, you have to go to Pos Office to get
: Kiriman Wang / Bank Draf / Wang Pos with name PENGARAH PELAJARAN SELANGOR
Which is for the payment of the paper.

BAHASA MELAYU RM12.00
MATEMATIK RM10.50
BAYARAN ASAS RM20

Bayaran Asas you have to pay for it once you resit paper.
So if you resit both paper the total is RM42.50
Second, buy one Sampul Surat BERDAFTAR which you could buy in the pos office too.
After that, buy SETEM RM0.50 & RM0.80

After finish make all those pos office thing and go photostat your SPM result paper & IC.
And buy 2 Envelop with 22cm x 10.5cm and 1 Envelop with 22cm x 18cm.
After you buy all this, and ready.
Write your FULL NAME & ADDRESS on all the Envelop you buy included Sampul Surat BERDAFTAR.

Done all this, and you could go to JABATAN PELAJARAN SELANGOR.
Address : Jalan Jambu bol 4/3E , Seksyen 4, 40604 Shah Alam, Negeri Selangor.

When you till there, just use your mouth to ask where to register.
And they will show you, and the counter's people will give you a register paper.
Just fill in and pass up. DONE.!

BM Paper on 22 JUN 2010
MATH Paper on 23 JUN 2010

This registration end on 31 MAC 2010.

SPM Result Day.

2010-03-13T00:57:00.005+08:00

As everyone know that 11/3 is the year of 2009 SPM result day,
So what to do? Go back school get your result lah!
Actually I didn't expect I get A's or maybe B's.
I just hope I could affort to continue study.
So just relax and go back school morning and meet up brothers and sisters
at Ipoh Chicken Rice Shop.
And as I know, they are all in BLACK!

YES! All in BLACK!
I don't know why they like black so much.

As this is Loong's idea. ALL BLACK!

Callie Sis & Me

LeePing & Me
Ellis & Me

Best brother ever! Loong & Me

Best brother ever! Schuey & Me

I didn't make up >'< Look so sick face.

FooChok! Don't go back to Sweden.! NO!

SuePing & Me

JunYong & Me

After getting my result.

Call Didi come fetch me and LeePing go Sg.Wang to shop.

And we go watch movie.

But we not really get on buying things.

Because, no money allow to use.

And some more I'm not really in buying thing's mood. LOL!

I hope, everything would be okay after March.!

Please God.! Tell me what to do?

What should I do?

February Report

2010-03-02T22:32:00.004+08:00

This is my working card. See! FULL!
Wanna know how much salary here I get?
Behide here is 16/2 - 28/2
Count yourself. LOL! RM7 per hour.

And Chipmunks. ♥
My Valentines present from CH. Thanks very much.
And My Birthday present is a more bigger Chipmunks. LOL!
Birthday that day when out with Zhen Bin and Zhen Dong.
We when yamcha. And 12am something Zhen Dong send me back home.

Pei & Me

Yuki & Me

This is what happen everyday before work. LOL!

Tin Tin

Suet Yin & Me

Last day of work. 28/02/2010

All girls tie hair with Bun XD!

And make up. LOL!

See my eyes so bling. HAHA!

I just want to say, working here I felt really happy.

Happy staying with this whole bunch of crazy friends.

And happy having fun time with them.

You guy lighten up my life.

And what should I say?

I'm gonna to leave you guy?

Or I should say I'll be less to meet up with you guy?

Cause, My college life gonna start very soon.

Will miss you guy. much much much more!! =)

Tired

2010-02-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

Now days really tired until I don't know how to explain.
New year almost end already.
But, restaurant is still on New year. LOL!
So now everyday, I work also.
Morning go kindergarden then 11 something rush to restaurant.
And go home take bath, rush back to restaurant before 6.15pm.
Really tired of this.
But I'm happy.
At least I could see someone I love.
But, He is not really happy to see me I think.
He never talk to me almost one week already.
And I still don't know what's going on.?
Should I ask him anything?
Or maybe just ask him, Is me doing anything wrong?
Felt sad for this.
Everyday looking at him, he is like I'm invisible.
Heart pain you know?

Nevermind, at least lots of people at restaurant still care me.
They still take care me!

Bad mood. :'(

2010-02-17T23:20:00.004+08:00

I'm currently in BAD MOOD.!
I don't know why I so emo today?
I cry for 4 times in a day?
What's wrong with me?
Why I cry? I also don't know what's the problem with me?
I was just like WTF.!
And everything goes not really good.
Just really felt got something problem with everything.
And everything IS JUST NOT 100% PREFECT!
I know, things in this world will not really 100% in prefect.
NO ONE IS PREFECT!
Belief it!

TCH, I know, you are take care me.
I know you really show me the love.
But I just can't understand why should I couple with you?
I don't know what's the reason for me to couple with you?
So till now also I didn't accept you.
Just because something goes wrong.!

YZD, you say you love me?!
But what you show me?!
You're like playboy for me!
I don't want playboy, and you was like I'm a toy for you.
Just simply call me, Darling, Honey, Baobei, SweetHeart and blabla...
Please STOP it before I vomit out!
You're disgusting! We just know each other for 3 days more.
And you show me this. DISSH!

YZB, what I should say?
I like you. I think I should say you already know this.
That's why now day you treat me so bad.
After 13/2, you're like not really wanna friend with me.
I don't know why you will become like this?
Its just because something happen on that day?
I don't think that is a big matter.
Actually I don't think you really know what happen.?
Because You're already DRUNK!
You don't know what actually is going on.?
But WHY! Why you treat me like that?
Don't you know that's really hurt?
I know, even you're younger then me, but AT LEAST!
You're mature then me, But never mind.
Guys really hurt me deep deep!

Now not really wanna belief in BOYS!
BOYS REALLY HURT ME!
BOYS REALLY BAD!
I HATE BOYS!

Its my Birthday!

2010-02-16T01:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

Its my 18 years old birthday today.

Hmm... But nothing different.

Just get older. LOL!

I wish I could handle everything that people ask me to do.

I have to try to become stronger.

And not to always ask help from others.

I'M SUPER WOMEN!

Confuse

2010-02-12T00:58:00.003+08:00

Status : Single but Complicated.

I just don't know why will become like this.
Even I didn't accept anyone of them to become my boyfriend.
But! People say so they are my boyfriend.
Why I didn't accept them?
because I want to concentrate on my study now.
Boyfriend? Next time.
Or maybe I should say, I'll think twice before I accept anyone.
Now days really lots of thing happen.
But at least God bless me. I still can handle it.

I won't, and I cannot! To be itchy now.
The most important thing for me now is STUDY.
Other then that, I won't put more effort on it.
And for me now, boyfriend is not really important.
Without boyfriend, I still can alive.
Without boyfriend, I still got people care.
Without boyfriend, I still got people who love me.
Without boyfriend, My life is still wonderful.
So don't think boyfriend again.
I won't reject those who chasing me now.
But, don't think too much that I'll accept you guy on this moment. LOL!
We are forever friend.

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-11T13:56:00.002+08:00

I have to wish everyone
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

Since when I'm new year time, I'm super busy until
I can't imagine weather I still got enough time to blog anot.
LOL! It's true!
When New Year time, I gotta work whole week and there are no REST!
So, once I finish work I have to rush home to SLEEP!
If not, I think I'll sure die. ! OH NO~

And, Schuey send me a message.
I have to say is,
I'll try to take out some time to gather with you guy brother and sister.!
Because ; I REALLY MISS YOU GUY!
I miss the time all of us argue at school.
I miss the time all of us shouting yelling inside the class.
And ofcause, I miss the time you guy bully JaySoon.
It's really funny and happy.
Will take out sometime to meet with you guy. No worry.
I know you guy super miss me also. LOL! =D

Who is my love

2010-01-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

Oh! I'm not showing off.
Just I really don't know who to choose. LOL!
After finish school life, come out work.
And meet lots of new friends and new boys.
HAHA!
I just don't know how to say, LOL!
1. My ExBoyF is still waiting for me.
2. The KC, don't know what actually he want.?
3. He shame to talk to me
4. He not really can afford me. But he's hardworking.

WHO! Choose WHO?! XD

Full Booking.

2010-01-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

Now days I'm super Full Booking.
Monday to Sunday I have to work.
And even New Year also I've already full booking. LOL
13/2/2010 Saturday, I got work also.
Then New Year, Start from 15/2/2010 I gotta work until 28/2/2010
SEE! Really full booking.
So means, New Year I'm not going out to have fun.
And Valentines Day, I'm going to be single also.
And My Birthday, I'm going to stay alone. LOL
My birthday that day need to work also.
Is ok for me. =D

Life

2010-01-22T00:10:00.003+08:00

Now days busy working, earning money.
I got no time to have shopping to buy new cloths for New Year!
OO-MM-GG! I want to buy lots of new cloths!
I want to buy for my Daddy and Mummy also.
Just because I their daughter. :)

Ohya! I bought a new pair of LENS.
Japan Barbie Eyes Super Nudy PINK! Its PINK!
I loves it lots~ Will upload photo tomorrow.

Tomorrow going work as waitress again.
And tomorrow going to meet MunSeng.
Got a long long time didn't meet with him already.
Hmm...and he's my ExBoyf.
But so what? We are friend now.
So nothing problem if friend meet up with friend.
And what I should say is, He change alot!
Just because of me, as he told me.
He want to couple back with me.
So he work hard to earn more money to afford my life.
And he really done it. I believe maybe one day.
He'll be my boy again, BUT! Not now.
Now I have to concentrate on my Study, on my Work.
No Boyf allow now.
Just because once I finish my High School life.
Only I really get know, life there are lot of thing I still don't know.
I have to know more thing, only! I choose Boyf.
That only I know what actually I want.
What kind of boy actually I need.
So girls, really.! On High School life that time, enjoy it.
Don't be such a desperate to have Boyf.
What I should say is,
I Regret! I didn't really enjoy my High School life.
But nevermind, I still got my College Life.
I'll enjoy it without Boyf!
It should be fun and lovely.

And High School P6 Friends.!
I miss you guy lot!

Gonna off to bed. CIAO!
Work tomorrow.

Liese Colour Hair Dye

2010-01-19T20:57:00.004+08:00

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Dark Chocolates

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Accident :(

2010-01-18T16:37:00.003+08:00

Got car accident yesterday.
Just because I drive too fast and can't berk on time.

I went work yesterday from morning 11am.
And we end our morning work on 3.30pm.
And all my friend decide go have lunch at The Mines.
So... I fetch WengYan, XiaoYan, NuoMei, MengQian & YingBin.
After finish our Mcd. We decide walk around only back to work again.
But, SuetXiang ask all of us go her house to have fun,
and I thought KokChoon were there too.
Cause he tell me he'll be back home on 3pm something.
He say he'll give me a call, but he didn't call me.
So after lunch, go SuetXiang's house.
Quiet BORING!
And off to work at 5.30pm like that.
Just because I didn't get to meet STUPID KOKCHOON!
I ANGRY! I DRIVE FAST!
Its high way there, and I drive almost 140.
And when I till The Mines there, I forget there got T junction there.
But when I know that time already late. >'<
So, kena bang!
3 of my friends scare until cry, only me and WengYan were really cool down there.
What to do? Call father. LOL!
Than blablabla! My father fetch me and WengYan to work as WengYan is the only one
Stand there accompany me to wait until my father come!
3 of them quickly call people come to fetch them after kena car accident.
But its ok nevermind. Cause they gonna work also.

Don't dare drive so fast already. >'<

Sick

2010-01-15T23:02:00.002+08:00

Just simple like this picture so much.
Its show my hair in dark red colour. I like <3
But not really obvious.

I don't want chubby face!

Holiday makes me become more fat,

and I have to control it now.

Get sick already, because I got not enough time to rest.

So today, whole day no work.

Off kindergarden, call to the Principle to take off.

Off waitress, call to the Captain tell I'm sick I want off!

And yes, Principle say yes.

And yes Captain ask me take more rest.

Tomorrow only start work again =)

Fong Suet Eer, work have to take rest also.

You're not superwoman.

And you're not robot. LOL!

I just think that I'm like superwoman could work as long as I could.

Now sick already only I know I should take care my body as well.

I just so careless to forget take care my body.

So from now on, I have to sleep early.

Eat healthy thing, and rest more ofcause.

Just because I didn't rest enough that's why I get sick.

Fever, and cough until I gonna die.

Early morning wake up vomit.

Eat bread vomit bread, drink milk vomit milk.

Means, today I didn't eat whole day.

But thanks to daddy, know I'll vomit whatever I eat.

So he bring kosong porridge back and ask me eat slowly.

Only I didn't vomit. Thanks Daddy <3

Gonna go sleep now, tomorrow have to start work again. CIAO!

Heart Broken

2010-01-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

Gonna heart broken very soon.
He is leaving me VERY SOON!
Tomorrow is the last day to meet with him.
I don't know how to do?
I can't imagine what will I do?
Will I cry? Or I just keep quiet?
Seriously I really sad now.
Why everytime also like that one? ='(

Tired

2010-01-10T00:13:00.002+08:00

Finally got time come to update my blog :(
Currently really busy until even sleep time not more then 8hours.
Really unhealthy to me >'<
But what to do?
Early morning 7am have to wake up and 8am have to reach kindergarden.
After that 2pm finish kindergarden, go home
Take bath, have lunch, wash cloth, iron cloth
and when waitress work before 5pm.
Don't have time to take nap also T_T
5pm work until 10pm.
10pm back home, have to take bath again.
Wash cloth again, and only I have my dinner.
I think dinner is almost same like my supper =/
After I finish everything, online to check my shop a while.
Off to bed at around 12am everyday.
Really tired, but I really enjoy my life now.
I don't wish to stop this. LOL!
But soon, my college life will get start after I get my SPM result.
So have to do everything that I wish to do.

And, my babe gonna move to Singapore soon.
Having a long long time can't meet with him.
Even Chinese New Year also can't come back.
Valentines Day, my Birthday also can't come back.
SADNESS LARH!

Happy New Year 2010

2010-01-01T15:18:00.003+08:00

Kindergarden's student watching cartoon.
They are cute =3

This is Isabelle, She's soooo cute.

You teach she say "are" but she never say, lol!

Other then that, she'll follow what you say.

Seng He. The super naughty boy.

But he's cute right? very small body, haha!!

He love run here and there without wearing cloth when its bath time. LOL!

Happy New Year 2010.

When watch movie with my babe =)

C-D Freak. Not bad, but its abit fake. LOL!

Just because some of the effect.

Cheras Selatan's Jusco cinema its really cold. Cold until I become ice. >'<

After watch movie, we when to the top of Jusco.

Look around, the night view is very nice.

I know I'm short, even stand up to the trolley also shorter then my babe. lol!

After chat for a while, send my babe back at around 3am.

He's so tired even chat on phone also can sleep. teehee`

I'm so happy today =)

Call me Miss Fong =D

2009-12-29T00:28:00.002+08:00

Today went to my kindergarden to have a look.
And try to take care those small child =)
The Principal let me teach 4 years old kids.
You know what? She give me teach them MATHS >'<
I was like OMG! But after see those text books.
1+1 = ? haha!! So that's nothing problem to me.
Got one small kids damn funny,
He is a boy, and he is new here.
When he sitting alone there, actually nothing wan.
Then suddenly, WAAAAEEE~~ Mummy mummy~
What to do? Quickly go hug him sayang = =" LOL!
Then only he stop crying.
So, actually kindergarden's teacher is not that hard to be.
From now on, Call me Miss Fong =) teehee``

Merry Christmas. =)

2009-12-26T00:56:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =)
I know I've already late.

Christmas eve, when StationOne have a drink with Babe.

Actually I don't really plan to go out with him, cause I gotta work until 12am.

I know it was a really sad thing to me. Christmas eve also need to work.

Normally all part time worker is work until 11.15pm then can go home.

But because that day is Christmas eve, so everyone have to work until 12am.

I was like WTF! 12am?!

And so ngam that time Babe call me, and tell me he wait me at OldTown Cafe.

That time I really very happy, but after I tell him I have to work until 12am.

He was like, mm song. >'<

So I thought he couldn't accompany me already.

So, bad mood for 10minutes like that.

My friend ask me go inside the kitchen have something to eat.

I don't want eat, but I follow in cause really no mood to see everyone so happy.

But me... haih~! So after follow in the kitchen.

My friend so happy eating, chatting~

Suddenly he come up from down stair.!

HAHA! Then he smile at me. I really so happy!

So he tell me he wait until I finish then only we go have a drink.

So finish work go have a drink, and the very first picture we take. LOL!

And I fetch him back home, my dad know this.

Scold me like hell. = ="

Because my dad say, suppose

BOY FETCH GIRL BACK HOME.

NOT GIRL FETCH BOY BACK HOME.

So what to do? haha!

But I'm so happy =)

And I know my babe not really handsome in the picture. LOL!

心痛 >`<

2009-12-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

说什么不在乎其实都是骗人的
哪里有可能有人这么伟大看着自己喜欢的人去喜欢别人的捏
我就说到很像是这样说什么没关系
其实我很心痛的咯又有谁知道
两个都互相喜欢但是却没有在一起
因为什么因为接受不了别人的眼光
别人接受不了我们在一起所以我们没有在一起
所以我们的关系还是朋友普通朋友
突然间觉得很多人问我：圣诞节跟谁过呢
很久以前从来都不会有人问起过今年我以为也不例外
更奇怪的是连我的父母也问我有没有人约
答案是：没有
就连我喜欢的人也没有约我我能说些什么
所以我选择了去工作圣诞节我打算为别人服务
平安夜晓燕和诺媚约了我去绿光
本来不打算去因为我真的不想见人
但是最后还是答应了他们去他们那里筹下热闹

今天也不知道为什么
明知道今天他放工后会跟一班女生去唱K
我也知道啊但是打给他的时候听到很多女孩子的声音一直围绕他的时候
真的很心痛咯自己就装什么都没事发生就关电话了
我也不知道自己到底在干吗`

Broken Man

2009-12-17T00:57:00.002+08:00

Hey! I'm now really pening kepala about my future.

Its like OMG! Gonna end of the world already.
Chat with Loong about the college, both of also pening.
He don't know which college to study?
I don't know what subject to study?
Public Relations?
Graphic Design?
Accounting?
Or Interior Design?
LOL! I'm not really interesting in taking Interior Design.
But stupid Loong say no people accompany him.
I'M NOW FUCKING PENING LARH!!!!!!
SOME BODY HELP MEEEEE~~~

I should think twice before I couple now.
I know actually I got lots of choice. =)
I'm now changing myself day by day.
Look forward to see a brand new xueer on
the day all of us back to Catholic High to take result.
I'm not kidding.
You'll be happy to see a smart girl but not a rude girl. =P

Happy Birthday LeePing.

2009-12-16T16:51:00.002+08:00

Its your big day LeePing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEPING.

Know you since form3 I think.

3 years friendship, I know it will still counting on right?

And since you got your boyf now, becareful don't let them cheat you again.

We are now all graduate, can't always be by your side.

Even ShuFei also can't do that, so what to do?

Call us when you felt upset. 24hours on call. =)

Feel free call us come out yam cha, not to forget us.

Even thought we hate each other last time right?

I know lots of thing, and even you know lots of thing right?

But all of us remain quiet just because we still care about the friendship.

So... I love you. Haha!!

Bye-bye

2009-12-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Last Saturday when wedding dinner.
Actually not that fun, cause my stupid cousin all sit very far away.
We can't drink together, 38 together. LOL!
But after dinner we when to the pub just near by the dinner place.
Still can make noise around, shout around, yell around.
All of us got such a long time didn't gather around.
Still my alder cousin need to work, and my young cousin need to study.
But now not same, WOO~ WE ARE ALL GRADUATE!!!
And all of us got car already. So next time all of us can go out anytime.!

Serious! This picture not really look like me.
And I don't know what pose is this? Sexy pose?

Muahahahaha!! I love this picture so much.

Know why? SEE!! This picture show I'M SO SLIM!! =P

Hmm... this is my young cousin.

Do we look alike? Both of us work together.

And they always mix both of us. LOL!

So actually nothing much to say.

All I want to say is, I've already GRADUATED!

And now I'm worry about my college life. SUCK!

You got me really horny

2009-12-10T15:09:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night, when yam cha with my sayang.
Hmm...actually yesterday 8.30pm I go sleep already.
Because of my parent, you'll know what happen if you got read my last post.
After that 9 something, sayang's sister msg me ask me out for yam cha.
but I didn't reply... LOL! After that sayang call me, tell me that he is coming my house.
So when yam cha with him.

But after I back home, kena scold by my parent.
Say what, BLIND PEOPLE ALSO KNOW THAT BOY WAN TO CHASE YOU!
So what if really got boy wan to chase me? Is there any problem?
I really can't understand what my parent are thinking.
Got to go work now. Ciao!

I don't know what the F you are thinking.

2009-12-09T18:13:00.003+08:00

I really don't know what the F is my parent thinking.
My own college life also they want to make the decision?!
I was like what your problem?!
That's my own college school life, what I choose what I study is for my own good!
Not for them! I wish to take Public Relation to study. I like this.
But once I tell them I wish to take this from Aug, they non-stop complaining about it.

: This is not good for you!
: This is not suit you!

How you know that's not suit me if I didn't try it?!
They want me to be a teacher!
Please! Everyone of my friends know!

I more not suit to be a TEACHER!

What for if teacher's salary higher? I'm not happy with this!
Besides that, I work not because I like to work!
I got no choice! No work no money for me!
So I have to work harder to work for money!
I need money my parent can't give me even 1sen!
So I have to work for it!
But what they try to do?
Try to stop me from working! Try to ask me work those work place is near them
So they can see what I do, where I go!
Do you guy see what my parent do this to me?!

I'm not 3years old kids anymore! I'm 17!

Can't them just treat me like 17?
They can't understand me, make me can't just talk to them slowly.
I have to shout on them! I have to yell on them!
Even I make friends! Also they want to stop!
I sms with my friends my mom scold me!

: Why everyday also need to sms? So much to talk?
: Why everyday also got boy call you?
: Why everyday you have to chat with boy until midnight?

So much WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!
Just because my parent don't let I chat with boy!
So I have to wait until midnight only can chat!
If not what will happen?!
Once I chat with boy, my mom scold!
If you were the boy on the phone, what will you think?
Always scold me! What they know is just know how to scold me!
Never try to make myself do the finally choice!!
Everything they win! Everything they make choice!
Never ask for my idea! They just know what for my good!
Even its really for my good!
But it doesn't mean I like what they choose for me!
Never think about my felling!
Is this what parent do for they children?!
Even I go for shopping also my mom want to follow!
Make all my friends run away from me!
Where got young girl go shopping with friend with mom following want!
Once I go shopping with boy, scold again!
So what my mom think is? I can't friend with boy?! IDIOTIC!

Happy Birthday Loong.

2009-12-06T01:20:00.003+08:00

Its your birthday Brother!

Hmm... I got nothing for you.

But as long as I know you hope everyone wish you Happy Birthday.

That's all enough right?

So I'm here to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUNLOONG.

Hmm...when I get know you?

I also forget when I know you? LOL!

As long as we are brother sister now.

So far I know you do take care all of your sister.

After SPM do come out have party or maybe gathering.

Do not forget me, or not I'll kill you.!

Friendship never end X)

Ninja Assassin

2009-12-05T03:40:00.002+08:00

When Genting with my family again.
But I when Genting is to meet with him. X)
After Drawing Paper2, I was so happy.
But stupid Pegawai don't let me take some of my drawing picture.
The is the first time I draw so well. LOL!
And after back home about 12pm.
I take bath and rest. Take nap until 4pm.

Make up and dress up on 6pm.

And drink some soup before take off to Genting.

Go fetch my Aunt and till Genting about 9 something.

Contact with him, and he come cinema find me.

But stupid mom follow me. X(

We have our dinner in Old Town, he pay all. Included my mom.

I think is about RM40 something.

After dinner, went movie. Luckily my mom didn't follow.

Actually want to watch NewMoon.

But Genting didn't get this movie. So we watch Ninja Assassin.

Not bad. But its abit too scary for me. BLOOD!!!

Too many BLOOD! OMG!

Hmm...inside cinema no need say too much larhh~ X)

And I'm now getting mad because didn't get take picture with him.

Just because too rush.

After movie, my mom told me my dad not feeling well, gotta go back home.

So... what to do? That's my dad.

So just go back home, and he say find another day we go watch NewMoon.

And my mom say " This boy not bad " LOL!

HAHA! Tonight will be a good good night.

Bad Romance.

2009-12-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

Turning in to Bad Romance, Lady Gaga.

And YEAH! Tomorrow is Friday.
Know what? Its Friday!
I'm so happy now.
Tomorrow morning take Drawing paper and back home on 11am.
And its time to say bye-bye to Catholic High School.
Even there is one more Chinese paper on 14 DEC.
But who care? Nobody care! X)
And night I'm going Genting to meet with him.
I'm now so excited! I don't know why I'm so happy now?
And 12 DEC I'm going my cousin's wedding dinner.
And know what? I try all my new dress. LOL!
And last I decided to wear the white dress.
My mom say look like Snow White.
But I know, I'm not really Snow White.
Just because, My dress is in white, High-heels is in white and even beg is in white.
I'm now everyday finding jobs.
And God bless. I've found SUB @ Mines.
Will work at there on this DEC someday.
Gonna check time and date with the waitress work.
I gotta work on 2 place.
Its would make me earn more. =D
SUB @ Mines RM4 per hour. Waitress @ HLT RM6 per hour.
Morning 10am will be in SUB and 6pm will be in HLT.
One day I could earn more then RM50!
I'm so proud of myself now. XD!

Just for you.

2009-12-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

Foo. I got a just for you also. LOL!!
Don't get heart attack.

I know you is the best Gangster ever.
Hmm... Let start when I get know on you?
I think Form4 right? If I'm not wrong.
We know each other 2 years already, and its still counting on right?
The first year I get same class with you.
Actually nothing special, just know that there is a Dai Lou in our class.
Sound so weird.
As I know, you are such a good brother also.
Hmm... You know I got some gangster friends also.
But every time something happen, you just give me some words.
And its make me try to cool down myself.
If not I think long time ago I've already been kick out of the school.
Thanks lotsssss!!!
I remember last time, we argue because of my boyf.
But at last nothing already, just because both of us are friend.
Not really friend, is BROTHER!
I treat you guy all as my brother. I love you guy.! haha!!

来忘掉错对来怀念过去
曾共渡患难日子总有乐趣
不相信会绝望不感觉到踌躇
在美梦里竞争每日拼命进取
奔波的风雨里不羁的醒与醉
所有故事像已发生飘泊岁月里
风吹过已静下将心意再还谁
让眼泪已带走夜憔悴

If you are not stupid, you should know what song is this.

ALWAYS LOVE YOU

2009-12-02T18:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm...just make this photo just now.

Actually I don't know how to make wan, but today saw something.

And suddenly know how to make already. =)

I LOVE THIS PICTURE ♥

Faster Friday.! Faster.! LOL!

I want go watch movie with him,

I want go snap picture with him,

I want to do lots of thing with him. teehee =P

I can't wait until Friday.!

Aku Cinta Padamu

2009-12-02T05:48:00.003+08:00

I can't imagine I could early morning wake up just for this post.
He tell me he will look for my blog today.
So I want to type something let him see.! HAHA!
Sound so weird.
All I want to say is AKU CINTA PADAMU.
This is what we chat in phone yesterday night. Before I sleep.
He say something to make me sad.
But after that nothing already, just something misunderstand.
So... I LOVE YOU.!

You passed me by

2009-11-30T18:02:00.002+08:00

You couldn't say
needed someone new
You actually thought
deep inside I knew
Can you tell me how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice
Did you see me cry
Did you ask yourself why?
Did you see me cry
Did you ask yourself how?
Can you hear me cry
Did you ask yourself?
Will we ever grew apart

I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
I laugh inside I think of you
and the love we made
Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go
Can you hear me cry
Will you ask yourself why?
Can you hear me cry
Will you ask yourself how?
Can you hear me cry
Will you ask yourself?
Will we ever grow apart
You I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you
You I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right
You I'll stand by your side

I'll be there for you

Paparazzi

2009-11-29T01:40:00.005+08:00

I think I have to invite some paparazzi to follow him.
HAHA!! I know I'm really get in crazy with him.
Even I'm not his girlfriend now.
How about if I become his girlfriend someday some where?
What is the first thing I'll react?
Kiss him? Hug him? Or cry in front of him?
He tell me before he don't wish that I cry in front of him.
Because... He scare.! LOL!
Today when work as usual and I when in toilet again.
Ya! Everyday I do go in toilet before work.
What I when in toilet?
Hmm... to see all girls chatting, make up, joking around.
They are just so unbelievable to me.
I mean, I just can't imagine how they get live?
They like looking for handsome as like what I do last time but not now.
And they like making up for boys.
And I hate make up now, LOL! I just wear lens.
I miss him badly, really.
I thought tomorrow could see him, but no.
He got no time, and I got to work.
And I thought I could go genting with him on DEC 3 - DEC 5.
But can't, just because the stupid Drawing paper on DEC 4!
Middle of the date.! I was like WTF!
He just say nevermind,
as long as DEC 5 I when up genting accompany even only 4 hours is enough for him.
I just get so warm that he say, now the most important thing for me is
Do well in my SPM. He say that.

I love him.♥

Complicated Heart.

2009-11-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

Hello, People.! Its 12.28am now.

And I'm still dreaming in front of the computer doing nothing.

I just don't know why I'm so useless?

I mean work hard, study hard doesn't mean really useful.

Even I didn't really study hard.

Ya! Sound weird now. Cause I'm blogging something stupid.

I snap some picture before I go work today.

I look back the picture, and I felt I really childish.

Even I just smile and didn't act cute. What about if I act cute more?

Will it be more childish? I just can't imagine.

I don't want this. I want to be more mature abit.

Just a litter bit for me that enough for me. I'm not greedy.

Actually today nothing special.

Just I felt abit upset for him.

Just because his message.

I don't know why his message could make me react so stupidly?

Maybe I really stupid. LOL.!

I saw him sitting inside his father's car.

He didn't come in and look for me.

I don't know why, and I just keep quiet act like never see him in the car.

And I know, I blogging nonsense here.

So I'll stop here and continue dreaming...

Tomorrow got to go work again.

Actually I really enjoy having this job.

New beg. Gucci.

2009-11-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hmm...Hello everyone.!

Today I bought a new Gucci beg.

Actually I like the small wan also, but at last I prefer the bigger wan.

Its cost me about RM300 =)

Not bad. But its 3A quality.

So... Its doesn't mean it will spoil easily.

And... very sad thing.

I work today and my finger nail bengkat d. T_____T

Very pain and its was bleeding.

New hair.

2009-11-26T00:53:00.003+08:00

Hmm... I cut my hair.

Since I didn't cut my hair for almost half years. LOL!

Look better now.

Cause the front hair didn't cover up my eyes and even my mouth.

When I go to my mom's friend hair cut shop.

My mom's friend was so shock to see me.

: I have been long long time didn't see you come cut your hair, now become so long d!

: hmm... ah ya! exam not free.

: So what hair style you want my girl?

: Simple. Front shorter, behind keep long. If you cut short my hair, I'll kill you.

: Hmm... I thought you want to colour up or maybe cut more style since everytime you come with your own design hair style?

: No need now. =)

I still remember when I was Form2 or Form3 that time.

I cut lots of new hair style. All very weird hair style.

Look funny. And yes! That's all I ask my mom's friend cut it.

I look for magazine and I draw my own hair style.

When I think back, sound childish and brainless. LOL!

And now, I don't need to already.

All I want is SIMPLE.

Empty

2009-11-25T15:34:00.003+08:00

Felt my heart so empty now.
I understand why you want to do this.
but can't you just think to the nice way?
yesterday you told me lots of thing.
but today I think back every single words you say.
Its telling me that, even you love me but you won't stay with me right?
If I didn't get wrong, that's what you actually you want to tell me.
yesterday night.!
you didn't tell me straight away because you scare you hurt me.
so you tell me a long story.
Its OK for me now.
Since you tell me that, I won't force you.

Speechless

2009-11-22T23:55:00.003+08:00

Felt speechless now.
I really felt my parents are idiotic.
They are STUPID!

Alright. I'm now just finish work and come back home.
and I'm now sitting in front of the computer.
blogging about my stupid parents now.
Actually if there are nothing happen.
ITS WAS A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME!!!!
Since my boy are not working with me already.
but I told him there is cupcakes for him.
so he come to HLT to take the cupcakes.
actually I didn't notice he is there.
he just keep quiet and looking me running here and there.
after I bring his sister go take the cupcakes from my parents 's car.
my parents is like, something wrong with his sister.
and I go in HLT again to change away my cloth and everything.
I go take my salary. and go out ready to back home.
and I notice that! my mom wasn't there!
and my father told me that my mom is in HLT toilet.
I was like! WTF!
I rush in HLT again to find my mom.
I wonder, why my mom walk so slow to the toilet?
since my father say my mom need toilet SO MUCH?!
and after back home only I know.
my mom go in HLT to find out who take the cupcakes.
and she saw my boy holding the cupcakes!!!
and my father start scolding me!
say i idiotic! stupid! ask friends help to make cupcakes for BOY!!

YOU STUPID IS ITS?!
THIS KIND OF THING IS BOY DO IT FOR GIRL!!!
NOT GIRL DO IT FOR BOY!!! Y
OU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAY IS IT?!!
YOU SO DESPERATE FOR LOVE IS ITS?!
OR YOU DESPERATE FOR SEX?!!!

I was?! what's the problem with this?
just a cupcakes!!!
and I just can't imagine why my parents could say out i desprated for sex!!!
I hate them!!! I really DO!!!

Remember the day. 22/11

2009-11-22T13:40:00.003+08:00

Nice day. =)
teehee``
I just can't imagine. I'm crazy now.
and I'm super hyper now.
and jingyi, thanks for the cupcakes.
I'll be sure I'll learn how to make it. =P
and since one of my working darling told my something about him.
hmm... thanks! and I'll watch out from him.

I understand

2009-11-18T19:48:00.005+08:00

I just can't accept why he will do that to me?
but actually its not a big deal.
and I'm gonna to try to accept the fact.
and I should try to more understand what actually he want.
as he tell me he love me.
hmm... maybe i shouldn't believe him now.
because its a " lie " inside of " believe " .
but so what?
I'm not really desperate for having boyfriend now.
and I enjoy keeping this kind of feeling on...

2012

2009-11-16T20:03:00.003+08:00

today actually wanna went movie with him.

but I don't know whats the problem.

and he didn't come.

so I go watch 2012 with my mom.

sound weird but I really felt sad.

I really wish he could watch this with me.

maybe I was just 一厢情愿.

Wednesday. SPM.

Good Luck all my friends.

Happy Birthday BB =)

2009-11-13T14:16:00.003+08:00

Its your birthday.!

Hmm... yesterday you come my house.

and the present I've already give it to you.

Hope you will like it.

and I'm learning how to make pudding for you. =P

and the next, I'll learn how to make cupcakes for you.

Since you like to eat so much.

So kesian that your birthday but still have to work.

See your tomorrow =)

say out loud that you had fall in love with me :)

2009-11-11T15:15:00.003+08:00

Why only, and you can chat all night long
Why would also like to say good-bye to meet before
Inside on a number of friends you have the most special
Makes me feel very close to the total is posted
You say you told me more than others, but did not say which ones are multi -

I can not wait to know the answer
And then let your hand around a little bit brave a little longer I told you go
What are you waiting time is running out and then had to go be only friend
However, do not hesitate to three words, so long
As long as you said so you can have me

We clearly have a heart inside Why not face the sense of
I do not believe they have moved to the feelings of love,

not caring if they can not enter the bottom of my heart,

can you hurry the decision said to me, I love you

i miss you

2009-11-10T15:08:00.003+08:00

when I'm alone at home.
I miss you.
I hope everyday is Saturday and Sunday.
so that i could see you everyday.
I love chatting with you on midnight.
and yesterday night. you tell me that you miss me.
I miss you too. ♥

Graduation Day =) 2009.

2009-11-04T15:57:00.011+08:00

GRADUATION DAY. 2009

Pn. Hoon
Pn. Lim Yoke Keng

Pn. Lim Pek Poh
Chan Kah Yee
Gan Kok Kiat
How Jing Yi
Mr.Micheal
Sophia Wong
Tan See Yuen
Aaron Yeo
Teryn Neoh Huieh Lynn
FooChok

that's my real hair, not fake hair. LOL!

i don't know why i show this face.

Sophia Wong. Callie Leong

Callie Leong

Lok Lee Ping

Lai Shuw Pui

Farn Schuey

How Mun Loong.

Sophia Wong

Ng Jay Soon. Chai Chin Keong

Lim Ee Theng

Pn.Chia

Pn.Chee

En.Lim

Pn.Yeoh

Crystal Chen Ee Wei

Yap Jun Yong

Pn.Azizah

Javin Ong. Joseph Tan

The Girls. * Sophia not in.

The Boys. * Zhen Nam not in.

Lok Lee Ping. Callie Leong. How Mun Loong.

Callie Leong. Farn Schuey.

Lim Yee Ting

Marie Tan

Ellis Chang

Lim Yee Ting. Javin Ong. Marie Tan.

HOORAY~!
Finally GRADUATION DAY!
hmmm... actually nothing much to say.
pictures do the talking. =)
and i felt so happy today.
Leaving secondary school life actually not that sad.
but i know, I'll miss all my classmates.
i loves them! i really do.
i miss you guy. ALWAYSSS! <3>
don't forget me. or not I'll kill you.
keep in contact. =)
i know you guy will miss my voice. XD
no worry. call me I'll let you listen. X)

Waitress

2009-11-02T20:01:00.002+08:00

hmm... now days busy working and less update my blog.

but working quiet happy.

knowing new friends and learn new things.

but its quiet tired work as a waitress.

but nevermind. since i work there i know lots of new friends.

and its time for me to find new target to forget someone.

LOL! sound weird and play.

Tagged by Josephine

2009-10-27T22:02:00.003+08:00

被点到必填，
不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。

(1) 请老实的回答每一个问题。
(2) 不行擅自塗改題目。
(3) 写完请点10位小朋友，不可不点。
(4) 点完后请通知那10位小朋友他被点到了。
被点到的:

1. Callie Leong

2. Hana Chai
3. How Mun Loong
4. Janice Lau
5. Lok Lee Ping
6. Sophia Wong
7. Farn Schuey
8. Crystal Chen
9. Lim Kah Yan
10. Foong Weng Kai

1-[ 4号认识6号吗? ]: hmm... maybe.
02-[ 10号是男还是女? ]: Boy Boy.
03-[ 8号的兴趣是? ]: Play around and crazy around.
04- [ 1号有没有兄弟姐妹? ]: Ya.
05-[ 7号姓氏? ]: Farn.
06-[ 10号人缘好吗? ]: Not Bad

07-[ 4号有人追吗? ]: hmm... she's sweet.

08-[ 2号呢? ]: I think so.
09-[ 6号喜欢的颜色是? ]: Baby Blue.
10-[ 3号和10号是朋友吗? ]: No.
11-[ 7号的生日是? ]: November 21.
12-[ 5号读哪呢? ]: Katholik High School .
13-[ 你怎么认识10号的? ]: Same school, same bus.
14-[ 你跟1号的生日差几个月? ]: 7month. She's younger then me.
15-[ 你和9号有出去玩过吗? ]: Ya.
16-[ 你喜欢和2号聊天吗? ]: hmm... Not bad.
17-[ 你喜欢和3号在一起吗? ]: OFCAUSE. =)
18-[ 你觉得7号人怎么样? ]: Helpful and take care friends.
19-[ 你觉得9号人怎么样? ]: hmm... not bad. LOL!
20-[ 你爱5号吗? ]: Ofcause.

1. 是谁传給你这份问卷的: Josephine
2. 你们认识多久呢: Not more then 2 month. LOL!
3. 你觉得他(她)对你來说很重要吗: hmm... don't know.
4. 你与他(她)的关系是: Friend.
5.你覺得他(她)的個性如何: hmm...kinda friendly.
6. 请问他(她)的兴趣是: dont know. LOL!>"<

=)

2009-10-26T20:02:00.001+08:00

I'M HAPPY TODAY.

* don't be so stress, study but relax abit.*

Party @ Genting

2009-10-25T01:59:00.003+08:00

Go genting with my family.

hmm... actually not planing go genting.

but just suddenly wish to go.

and my dad let me drive. LOL!

go genting really scary.

as I'm still a new driver.

i just drive until the caber car there,

and i change sit with dad. haha!!

so weird.

and outdoor theme park is having disco party.

hmm... actually not really want to go.

but i meet some of my primary school friends there.

as my dad and mom go casino so... just go have fun =/

and so sorry i have fun until forget take picture with them.

hmm... inside the party there are lots of MALAY!!!

but quiet fun inside there.

see people dancing stupidly.

and see other girls drunk and talking shit around.

lots of stupid thing happen.

and back home on 2am.

and I'm now updating my blog. LOL!!

i have to go take bath and ready for tomorrow.

young girl young boy doing stupid thing. LOL!
i don't know why my mom show this face?

Power of Your love.

2009-10-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

Lord, I come to You
let my heart be changed, renewed
flowing from the grace
that I found in You
Lord, I've come to know
the weaknesses I see in me
will be stripped away
by the power of Your love
hold me close
let Your love surround me
bring me near
draw me to Your side
and as I wait
I'll rise up like the eagle
and I will soar with You
Your spirit leads me on
in the power of Your love
Lord unveil my eyes
let me see You face to face
the knowledge of Your love
as You live in me
Lord renew my mind
as Your will unfolds in my life
in living every day
the power of Your love

besides You. and my family. no one is truly love me.
* the song is found on today CHS CF's singing practise*

I mean nothing to you. but i still love you.

2009-10-22T19:49:00.002+08:00

hmm... I just can tell you guy that.

I'm really stupid until I don't know how to describe about myself.

just simple math question I have to do more then 10 times.

only I can really understand how to do?

I really don't know what is inside my brain?

SPM is coming now.

and I just got 30 days for me to catch up everything.

my everything is not only math.

I have to do revision on science to flash back all my memory.

I have to do more math question to understand it.

I have to read more Malay books and do more revision to score.

I have to memories the moral nilai.

I have to improve my English level.
I got lots of thing to catch up.

I just can't imagine that SPM really killing me.

somebody help me? :-(

Happy Birthday Darling Crystal ♥

2009-10-20T22:15:00.004+08:00

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING ♥ CRYSTAL ♥

hmm... i love you larh! you know i love you banyak banyak.

teehee =)

grow up d, be more mature darling.

but i know you enough mature then me. LOL!!

SPM coming, so i know you'll do your best right?

if not your mom sure kill you. HAHA!!

we know each since form3 that time.
and we got the same pass year. LOL!
sound so weird. but its ok for me.
and i know what you really want.
and even we got argue before but our friendship never end.
and i hope our friendship will still counting on...

I LOVE YOU ♥

Rebellion @ The Mines

2009-10-19T18:42:00.003+08:00

Monday.

nothing to do.

since I've already get my lesen.

Fetch my mom go here and there.

finding work.

OHYA! I've found my work for holiday.

and just come back from The Mines.

I fetch my parent and aunt there to have shopping.

and watch movie Rebellion there.

hmm... my mom say she would

never let me see this kind of movie anymore.LOL!

nothing much to say.

school tomorrow. good night.

did i do anything wrong?

2009-10-18T21:41:00.007+08:00

everyday i online. i wish i could see you're there.

when i see you online. actually i got lots of thing wanna tell you.

but i didn't. because of our standard.

and something different between us.

so i just keep quiet.

wait you online. and wait until you offline again.

everyday the same thing.

i don't know what to do?

i got lots of thing wanna chat with you.

i got lots of thing wanna share with you.

i wish i could act like nothing happen.

and we are still like last time.

but there are something wrong with me.

maybe

keep some distance is the best way for us now.

I'm sorry.

but at least i know you're happy now.

you got everything you want.

as long as you happy.

others, doesn't mean so much to me.

Study Hard

2009-10-17T17:10:00.003+08:00

Finally finish my bm and moral's notes.

everyday wake up on 10am

and start study until night 10pm.

my mom was very shock to see me like this.

cause she never see her girl so hardworking like this.

but mom, thanks for always here for me.

cook for me when I'm still studying on midnight.

i love you, i really do.

haih. but i felt quiet tired always looking at the book.

but I'm not giving up.

now start doing math and chinese notes.

math really takes lots of time for me.

i can't really understand it.

but i gotta catch up everything before graduation day.

math and science is killing me. =(

moody

2009-10-16T01:13:00.001+08:00

. moody .
i don't know what to say.

i miss you badly. really.

2009-10-14T19:19:00.003+08:00

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你
保持不被刺痛的距离
就算早已忘了我自己
却还想要知道你的消息

i miss you badly. really.

even i just saw you once

its enough for me.

With Lovesss ♥

2009-10-13T16:48:00.003+08:00

Yay! I've pass my driving test.

and I'll get my lesen on Monday.

but my mom don't let me drive because i still a new driver. LOL

when i till there waiting for those Malay pig.

i felt really stress, because all of them is like

never see Chinese before O.O

just looking at you like you are monster. LOL!

thank for you accompany make me relax. teehee =)

BOOO! and you is the first one to know i get pass my driving.

hahaha! Callie is the 2nd and then my mom. LOL!

just really enjoy sending text with you. =P

and tomorrow school reopen. >"<

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I love you more than everything

Count down.

2009-10-12T17:35:00.002+08:00

1 more day - driving test.

8 more days - girlfriend's birthday.

17 more days - father's birthday.

22 more days - graduation day.

36 more days - SPM.

38 more days - Twilight New Moon.

39 more days - Baby Farn Schuey's birthday.

54 more days - Babi Loong's birthday.

73 more days - Christmas.

LOLLL!!! all this driving me crazy.

i don't know weather i can get my P lesen.

stupid Malay like Rasuah.

i don't know what to gift for my girlfriend.

don't know how to celebrate for her.

i don't know what to do on my father's birthday?

and i don't know who is going on graduation day? LOL!

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FACE SPM! FREAKING CLOSE.

and i don't know weather I'm get ready for it.

don't know how to celebrate for the baby and the babi. LOL!

we'll go genting with baby and babi again. haha!

BOO! trying to reduce my voice and be softer abit bit.

hmm... i guess you never see me cry before right?

this is the first time i cry in front of you. LOL!