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XUEER ;DD I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D

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12.30.2008.

yesterday actually wanna post a blog , but so sorry.
When " fire beauty" with my friends until almost midnight 5am something only i go back home. so tried that i cant even on my computer to blog.

" Fire Beauty" is a place that just open not that long time , and its like disco something.
in Chinese name its 火美人. newspaper also got intro about this club i think so.
last time saw it in the newspaper. inside here really nice than more club/pub.
better than ruums or even Barcelona. those Malay pig's place. OMG!
the last time i when Barcelona i think is about November something. and now my parent not so happy with me because of my bf , but if i when out with my brother there got no comment!
so now days after work , follow my brother go coco banana and poppy. its so nice!
coco is much much nicer , so colourful you know?! hahaha.

poppy got so many rich man there i think so. all over the road is full of those sport car , so nice!
and those boy is so much handsome than those lalas in serdang!
and there are so much rich than those lalas in serdang.
I LIKE THOSE SPORT CAR !!!
but so sad my phone got no camera and i never bring out my camera when i go crazy.
scare some one steal it or i drop it. the camera is so expensive you know?!
i cant lost it!!

and GREAT NEWS!!!
i lose my weight !!!!!
now I'm in 45kg , last time I'm in 50kg!
WHOO! what a great great big news for me.
i have to keep it from now on , and i want to lose more weight!
i wanna be more pretty , i wanna be more sexy , i wanna be more hot.
ISABELLA @ (: 12:39 AM



12.27.2008.

today working again. Early morning my mom non-stop talking about my bf.
whats wrong with him? why can't just shut up and drive her car ?
even driving also my mom talking bad about my bf.
how bad is him? how come i don't know?
maybe because I'm his gf , thats why everything he done is good for me.
but mom,that is my bf and not urs! just shut up!
and daddy already said that i still can friend with him even i never break with him!
so now , what you have said i just forget about it! BULLSHIT !

I'm so angry of it.
mom , think back. if last time when you couple with daddy , your mom is talking bad about daddy , would you like it ? you wont right ?
same with me too! I'm your daughter. can't you care about my felling?
every word you say out is so hurt me you know ?!
i don't want to fight back to you because you is my mom!
if you are not my mom , i sure fight back! you know my attitude!
i don't care who , talk bad about my bf , i'll broke your face!
you broke my heart , i'll broke your face !
i even broke your everything that i can do!

i know! you don't like my bf.
but mom can't you think back again , if grandma don't like daddy also.
will you break with daddy at that time? wont right ?!
same with me right ?!
when you scold me i wont fight back not because i agree with you.
is because you is my mom! i don't want to fight back.
if i fight back i know , the ending is totally terrible!

i hope you could accept my bf.
ISABELLA @ (: 11:14 PM



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erm.... i got some pic wanna share with you my dear crystal :)
remember before holiday i tell you that im going genting with my parent ?
actually 24/12 very happy wan , but than everything change.
after scholl reopen i will tell you XD


ISABELLA @ (: 1:03 AM



12.26.2008.

finally my bf come my house on 11.30pm something, and my father told him everything.
And of cause he know what my father means ?
My father told him that , now I'm just 16yearold , not suitable couple on this age.
: if you really care for my daughter , love my daughter. wait her! after college.

and my bf promise too :)
i hope he really care for me , i hope he really loves me.

i was shock that my father never scold him or even hit him.
cause my father know , i really love this guy.
i know ; father care for me , and of cause i know father really love me more than my bf love me!
what i could do now is , consider in my study , show our heart to tell my father we really care about this relationship!

dear , i hope you could do what you had promise my daddy. iloveyou

daddy , sorry for done such thing that hurt you so bad. i promise you ,i wont do that anymore , cause i really love him.
ISABELLA @ (: 11:34 PM



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i don't know what to do now ? what should i do ?

what I'm thinking now ?!

can i continue trust my bf ? or i should cut this relationship now to stop everything ?!

why everyone of my family is scolding me because of him ?

why everyone says that he is telling lies to me ?

why everyone tell me that he is a cheater ?

i cry for nothing , sad for nothing , angry for nothing.

how come i could be such a STUPID PERSON ?!why I'm so silly !?

ISABELLA @ (: 7:04 PM