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9.29.2009.

actually nothing special today.

even early morning cry for many times until my eyes burst.

but after going back class after perhimpunnan.

everything goes happy.

i know you guy brothers really take care me,

thanks lots.

Crystal, thanks for talk to me when I'm super upset.

Callie, thanks for cheer me up.

Schuey, thanks for cheer me up too =) You're my best brother!

Foochok, even you did do much. but thanks too.

and last, MunLoong, thanks! You know what i want =)

thanks for all of you.

you guy really light up my life.

ISABELLA @ (: 8:26 PM

9.28.2009.

hmm... i have already Famine 72hours. =)

and that's means i didn't eat for 3days.

and i know its nothing special.

since nobody care. whu`

today still having exam.

and today at class quiet happy.

don't know why.

just my look so happy face tells everyone I'm happy.

and today go find my girlfriend about my sad thing.

she tell me, she got the same felt with me.

girl, let be strong together.

you got only 2 choice.

1, you wait for him.

2, forget about him.

get it? this is what i tell myself.

and girl, you know which i choose right?

and i know you sure say I'm kidding.

maybe? who know?

my love will still remain.

i miss you, i really do

ISABELLA @ (: 8:49 PM

9.27.2009.

i don't know who am i now.

and I'm so lifeless.

and I'm single now.

and I'm nobody now.

yesterday, cut hand.

yesterday night, cut leg.

today, cut face.

i don't know what this happen?

but what i could tell is, i didn't use to cut myself.

and the knife fly over to cut me.

yesterday, i didn't have my lunch and dinner.

today i didn't have my breakfast and lunch.

and i don't think so I'm going to have my dinner.

when i was still in genting I'm 47kg.

and now 2days only, 44kg already.

I'm totally lifeless.

phew` but nobody care, who care?

ISABELLA @ (: 2:51 PM

9.26.2009.

個人題
01 你叫什么: Isabella Fong Suet Eer
02 你的綽號: sutther, bella! and much more...
03 你的血型: O
04 你的星座: Aquarius
05 你是男還是女: Ofcause im a girl
06 你幾歲: 17
07 你住哪裡: serdang
08 你現在的學校: SMJK Katholik
09 你有沒有手機: Ofcause

朋友題
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: Crystal
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）: hmm... don't know

情題
21你有沒有喜欢的人：got
22 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：2
23 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： don't know
24 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：30.
25 現在有另一半吗：Yes
26 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你会怎样：it will not happen

27 你初恋情人突然跟你告白你会接受吗：Maybe
28 你为什么会喜欢你現在喜欢的人：Feeling, and he treat me good.
29 你和另一半牵手过吗：. got
30 你和另一半抱或亲过吗：got
31你跟异性牵手过吗：got
34 是谁，你们什么关系：Crystal (my best girlfriend), Callie (My mui) and blablabla...
35 现在有人在追你吗：don't know, maybe no

混合題
36 如果有天，好朋友离你而去，你会: what to do? cry
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你会: angry and won't friend anymore
38 如果有天，好朋友对你喜新厌旧，你会: i know she won't
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你会離家出走吗: maybe
40 你上课認真吗: sometime
41 你功課好不好: not bad
42 你开电脑都在干嘛: blogging , blogshop, facebook
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 100 + my msn lots of friends
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性: 100 + my msn lots of friends

兇手題
45 传給你这份问卷的人是谁: i just copy from Poh Yeng
46 这個人對你好不好: not bad
47 這個人是你的誰: friend
48 你有喜欢过這個人吗: hmm...im not lesbian
49 你们认识多久了: more then 2 years
50 這個人是怎样的人: she love fashion
51 这个人正／帥吗: yes! she's sexy
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: we are friend
53 万一你喜欢這個人，你会怎么办: impossible

聯想題
54 說到正妹你会想到谁: non of them, i don't like make up girls
55 說到帥哥你会想到谁: ...its a secret...
56 說到憨你会想到谁: too much
57 說到痴你会想到谁: Crystal
58 說到暗恋你会想到谁: ...secret...
59 說到出去玩你会想到谁: Crytal, MunLoong, Schuey, Callie, Zhen Nam, FooChok... too much
60 說到聪明鬼你会想到谁: Eveyone is clever
61 說到傻子你会想到谁: Joseph
62 說到笑点低你会想到谁: Callie
63 說到愛笑你会想到谁: ME

學校題
64 你的班导是谁: Pn.Azizah
65 你的座位是第几排第几个: forth rows
66 你最喜欢的老師是谁: Pn.Azizah
67 你的英文好吗: normal
68 你的体育好吗: yes
69 你的数学好么: no! i can't remember
70 你喜不喜欢你的校长: OFCAUSE NO! SHE's STUPID!
71 你的学校好看吗: not bad
72 你的班級是: 5p6
73 你的班級在几楼: 1st floor
74 填后感: hmm... nothing special. too boring

被点到必填：
1不填代表你不尊重传給你的人和问卷
2 請老实的回答每一個问題
3 不行擅自塗改題目
4 写完请点3位朋友，不可不点
5 点完后请通知那些朋友他们被点到了COPY 题目到你的BLOG慢慢填吧。

1. Callie.
2. Crystal.
3. MunLoong.

ISABELLA @ (: 11:05 AM

passion is sweet love makes weak

you said you cherished freedom so

you refuse to let it go follow your fate

love and hate never fail to seize the day

but dint give yourself away .

when the night falls and your all alone

in your deepest sleep what are you dreaming of

my skin's still burning from your touch

i just can't get enough i said i wouldn't ask for much

but your eyes are dangerous the thought keep spinning in my head

can we drop this masquerade i can't predict where it ends

if your the rock I'll crush against

trapped in a crowd the music is loud

i said i love my freedom to now I'm not sure i do

all eyes on you rings so true better quit while you're ahead

now I'm not so sure i am

my soul my heart if you're near if you're far my life my love you can have it all.

the song tells you whats my feeling.

now days lots of thing happen and make me getting upset of it.

spammer non-stop spam my chat box.

and now spammer, I'll tell you.

I'M BITCH! I'M STUPID! I'M IDIOT! I'M COPY CAT!

enough? happy?

and some personal thing, i think no need to let everyone know.

since will make everyone got no mood for it.

and ofcause even I'm upset i won't go and die.

I'll continue stay alive happy.

ISABELLA @ (: 9:13 AM

9.25.2009.

when to genting on 24/09 - 25/09.

since it is a holiday, so i ask some of the friends accompany me go.

early morning Schuey call me and tell me that

Loong is not picking up the phone. And he guess that Loong sure will be late.

so he take LRT and straight away go Genting.

and Schuey reach Genting at about 1pm something.

So after that, my parent go fetch Zhen Nam and only we go.

We reach Genting about 2pm something.

Actually 24/09 nothing much thing to say.

too boring. Since wearniee wanna bring me go Ria 19th Haunted House.

OFCAUSE I WONT GO!

i sure scream like hell when i see something different.

and Joseph reach about 7pm something.

and we walk around, chat, play around.

12am something Joseph back to hotel to sleep.

and me, Schuey, Zhen Nam and Loong go find a place.

sit down, and chat chat chat. Lots of thing to chat.

Gossip, talking crap, and useless thing.

We chat until 5am something we back to hotel.

and stupid Joseph thought we have get in trouble.

since everyone is tired and say need rest for next day to play outdoor.

and we all take rest.

but hell, Joseph and Schuey non-stop making noise.

and make everyone can't sleep.

but don't know why i really fall asleep.

and i wake up around 7am, when Joseph decide go back home.

after Joseph drive his cute car back.

we clean up our thing and take bath and wash everything.

and we go buy outdoor theme pard ticket.

Loong is free ticket because wearniee's mother got free.

teehee =)

and we go have our breakfast and we play outdoor straight away.

and blablabla... (outdoor)

and after finish playing all the thing, everyone felt tired.

and we decide go back home.

Loong say wanna back to Gombak take LRT back.

but at last, my father fetch Loong and Schuey until MidValley LRT.

go back home that time.

all felt so tired after playing outdoor since all of them didn't sleep well.

i love this picture so so much =)

NAH! Loong, your display picture. =)

midnight 4am nothing to do.

BB Gun. ( Lighter)

Schuey

i don't know what am i doing.

kena shot by Schuey when Wearniee act emo. =D

Joseph.

this is what they do when the weather is too cold.

Zhen Nam.

Schuey.

this is what they brothers always do.

felt very tired!! go sleep now. CIAO!

ISABELLA @ (: 7:18 PM

9.23.2009.

yesterday night web cam with Loong and Schuey.

but the stupid Schuey's web cam can't see him so didn't capture him.

stupid Schuey.!

everyone is boring and wish to go back school.

i think I'll miss my school life when finish secondary.

i know everyone will.

but ofcause I'll just miss some of them. =P

back to school is not that lifeless.

can see boys kacau-ing some others.

laughing, screaming and yelling.

teacher yelling screaming but nobody care.

that make us happy.

and we are brother...

... always ...

ISABELLA @ (: 12:36 AM

this is abit long time ago story.

and now only i remember to upload here.

that's last time Joseph fetch us go to Schuey's house

to bake cake for callie.

this cake look not nice but taste good =)

i wan to take picture of the kakak to put cake but ShuFei = ="

she is hyper.

Loong and LeePing
*Loong's smile kills girl, i know he damn happy now =D*

Loong come kacau

don't know what to say.

just a memories =)

and its happy when we bake cake together.

ISABELLA @ (: 12:24 AM

9.22.2009.

suddenly feel free and don't have that much stress for me to blogging.

actually today i got driving lesson.

but the car got problem so driving lesson delay.

don't know is that a lucky thing for me?

because i know i really never prepared to drive.

so go back home continue my blogshop.

i think 365days in a years.

i have take 300days doing thing in front of the computer.

non-stop searching for online item.

copy and paste, upload and decorate.

everyday almost doing the same thing.

go school, revision, online, eat, bath, blogshop, sleep.

look so lifeless.

today my daddy ask me, what is my wishlist?

i think for a few minutes and i tell my daddy my wishlist.

:: MY WISHLIST ::

1. have my OWN BUSINESS on 20 years old, which mean 3 more years

2. finish my PR lesson and have work for me.

3. I WANT TO GO AUSTRALIA!!!

daddy ask me what business i want?

everyone of my friends know that, i wan to have my own shop

to sell thing that i like and not only online shop.

i want a real shop happen in front of me. i really work hard for it.

and second, PR lesson it is fix to me already.

next year i have to stay in college for 4years to finish my lesson.

and Australia, why i want to go Australia?

.... its a secret ...

actually i got one more wish.

that is i want ' his ' love.

but it is impossible. ;(

ISABELLA @ (: 1:18 AM

9.20.2009.

friends that wish to go genting could let me know.

i got free room at First World Hotel.

boy you could tell MunLoong or FooChok.

and girl you could just leave a message on my chat box.

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i wish i could stay in your heart for one minutes.

when I'm with you
I'll make sure every second count in my heart
because i miss you
when you are not around i felt cold and i felt lose courage

when i see you walking towards me

i thought i have try to talk to you as much as i could
but it's never enough for me

i just want to make you stay one more second with me.
i just want to lie in your arm.

how do i say goodbye to you that i never been with before?

why do i cry for someone who was never really mine?

why i love someone that it would never happen?

why I'm so stupid doing thing that are no use?

i don't know why every of my relationship just can't stay long.

and why everytime also I'm the one who break the promise.

i don't know is that really I'm a playgirl?

and that's why i always break promise.

and i always hurt someone that love me so much.

i don't know how to recover everyone that i hurt before.

maybe there are nothing for me to recover them.

as i hurt them so deep.

i want your love i need your touch.

ISABELLA @ (: 7:18 PM

9.19.2009.

now day happen alots of thing and make my life get messy and horrible.

i can't even breath!

exam driving me crazy, driving lesson coming.

dance lesson coming and make me felt stress.

i don't know why suddenly everything get messy.

and i just can't handle it.

and i get mad with it.

business not going well too.

as now days there are too much online shop.

and those price are too low and everyone can't even earn much.

what to do to earn more money its a problem for me now.

i don't care whatever SPM or college.

I'll be sure I'll get at least 1A in SPM.

don't think too much to wish me get more than 2As.

no way!! no way!! no way!!

I'm getting mad in doing MATH and SCIENCE!

this 2 stupid subject make me get mad.

even I'm so interesting in doing MATH.

but hell, i can't even remember the format.

and I'll forget all those thing so easy.

even somebody that mean so much to me who teach me also

i can't remember! i hate myself.

why can't just concentrate on the books?!

I'm so stress now that make me can't think a thing.

i need to relax! i need to rest!

i don't know i study for what?

i got no point for it, as i only know SPM is freaking CLOSE!

other than that what else make me need to study so hard for it?!

other than study, i need money.

college i have to pay by myself.

car i have to pay by myself.

everything i have to pay for it by MYSELF!

no-one is not responsible to pay for me.

because that is my stuff.

i earn hard now, work hard now but seem nothing happen.

I'm getting tired and i look lifeless.

beside than work and study i got nothing.

and no-one cheer me up.

even my boyfriend don't know what is happening to me?

he didn't ask, didn't care, didn't worry.

he won't ask someone is me ok?

he won't care whether I'm happy staying alive?

he never worry about me that i felt stress.

i don't know i keep this relationship for what?

i don't know whether i can still continue with him?

family are not going to accept him.

even me are not going to accept him soon.

as he never work hard for his future.

i don't know whether I'm save if i continue with him.

he got nothing.

boy! want to continue at least work hard please!

i beg you. tear drop down more than 100times

but no use to let you have at least 20% change?

some personal thing make me getting mad.

i don't know how to express my feeling.

without knowing anyone of my friends.

everyone will get hurt if i tell out.

i want your love i need your touch

ISABELLA @ (: 10:26 PM

9.18.2009.

as I'm not so free to come blogging because of exam.
and some personal thing.

Me and daddy went to buffet steamboat.
see that the price.

i eat alots of lalas! haha!

sotong.

i reach there around 5pm, and me and daddy sit there and eat until 10pm
see! we have only pay for RM50 included drinks for a dinner + supper!
some more got free ice-cream.
i think i have already eat 6-7 cups of ice-cream.
as ice-cream is self serve so you can take as much as you like.
so i have decided!

NEXT YEAR MY BIRTHDAY I'M GOING TO CELEBRATED HERE!

as everyone of my friend could only bring RM30 than can play around
and eat without any stress of money. how good is it!
so friends, better make sure my birthday you are on free. teehee =)

ISABELLA @ (: 9:58 PM

我一直很有自信平常不怕说出口
但在你身边时候突然感觉好害羞
boy u make me so shy everytime u walk by
怎么我会变这样身体不听我的
从没有过这感觉情绪失去控制

don't know what u do to me i just know it feels right
never felt this may like I'm outta control

不知道不知道为什么对你说喜欢你说不出口
好想跟你表白好想跟你表白
为什么为什么不知道怎么说喜欢你说不出口
好想跟你表白好想跟你表白

G : hey boy how ya doing
B : wussup girl I'm doing good
G : 想要告诉你一件事情 i don't know if i should
B : 没有关系说吧不要想太多啦
G : 我要让你知道 that i wanna be your girl
一直想要问你想不想rock my world
B : wah!怎么这样你打动我的心我整个feel like I'm out control

不知道不知道为什么对你说喜欢你说不出口
好想跟你表白好想跟你表白
为什么为什么不知道怎么说喜欢你说不出口
好想跟你表白好想跟你表白

ISABELLA @ (: 9:50 PM

9.14.2009.

now days busy having my exam.
and SPM is coming ,
so i'll be more busy to prepared everything and get ready.

to all spammer!
i don't know what the fuck u guy are talking
and im not going to reply anything or i'll say shut ur mouth up!
u guy are so lifeless until so admir those people and simply say people copy cat
just because a SINGLE WORD!
than everyone is copying?! FUCK ASS!
my hair is black in colour, i copy somebody's hair colour.
i wear contact lens, i copy someone too.
i wear bra, i copy all the ladies!
bitch!

ISABELLA @ (: 9:31 PM

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