Today went to my kindergarden to have a look.
And try to take care those small child =)
The Principal let me teach 4 years old kids.
You know what? She give me teach them MATHS >'<
I was like OMG! But after see those text books.
1+1 = ? haha!! So that's nothing problem to me.
Got one small kids damn funny,
He is a boy, and he is new here.
When he sitting alone there, actually nothing wan.
Then suddenly, WAAAAEEE~~ Mummy mummy~
What to do? Quickly go hug him sayang = =" LOL!
Then only he stop crying.
So, actually kindergarden's teacher is not that hard to be.
From now on, Call me Miss Fong =) teehee``



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE =)
I know I've already late.

说什么不在乎其实都是骗人的
哪里有可能有人这么伟大看着自己喜欢的人去喜欢别人的捏
我就说到很像是这样 说什么没关系
其实我很心痛的咯 又有谁知道
两个都互相喜欢 但是却没有在一起
因为什么 因为接受不了别人的眼光
别人接受不了我们在一起 所以我们没有在一起
所以我们的关系还是 朋友 普通朋友
突然间觉得很多人问我 ：圣诞节跟谁过呢
很久以前从来都不会有人问起过 今年我以为也不例外
更奇怪的是连我的父母也问我有没有人约
答案是：没有
就连我喜欢的人也没有约我 我能说些什么
所以我选择了去工作 圣诞节我打算为别人服务
平安夜 晓燕和诺媚 约了我去绿光
本来不打算去 因为我真的不想见人
但是最后还是答应了他们 去他们那里筹下热闹

今天也不知道为什么
明知道今天他放工后会跟一班女生去唱K
我也知道啊 但是打给他的时候听到很多女孩子的声音一直围绕他的时候
真的很心痛咯 自己就装什么都没事发生就关电话了
我也不知道自己到底在干吗`



Hey! I'm now really pening kepala about my future.


Its like OMG! Gonna end of the world already.
Chat with Loong about the college, both of also pening.
He don't know which college to study?
I don't know what subject to study?
Public Relations?
Graphic Design?
Accounting?
Or Interior Design?
LOL! I'm not really interesting in taking Interior Design.
But stupid Loong say no people accompany him.
I'M NOW FUCKING PENING LARH!!!!!!
SOME BODY HELP MEEEEE~~~


I should think twice before I couple now.
I know actually I got lots of choice. =)
I'm now changing myself day by day.
Look forward to see a brand new xueer on
the day all of us back to Catholic High to take result.
I'm not kidding.
You'll be happy to see a smart girl but not a rude girl. =P









Hmm... Last Saturday when wedding dinner.
Actually not that fun, cause my stupid cousin all sit very far away.
We can't drink together, 38 together. LOL!
But after dinner we when to the pub just near by the dinner place.
Still can make noise around, shout around, yell around.
All of us got such a long time didn't gather around.
Still my alder cousin need to work, and my young cousin need to study.
But now not same, WOO~ WE ARE ALL GRADUATE!!!
And all of us got car already. So next time all of us can go out anytime.!




Serious! This picture not really look like me.
And I don't know what pose is this? Sexy pose?






Yesterday night, when yam cha with my sayang.
Hmm...actually yesterday 8.30pm I go sleep already.
Because of my parent, you'll know what happen if you got read my last post.
After that 9 something, sayang's sister msg me ask me out for yam cha.
but I didn't reply... LOL! After that sayang call me, tell me that he is coming my house.
So when yam cha with him.

But after I back home, kena scold by my parent.
Say what, BLIND PEOPLE ALSO KNOW THAT BOY WAN TO CHASE YOU!
So what if really got boy wan to chase me? Is there any problem?
I really can't understand what my parent are thinking.
Got to go work now. Ciao!



I really don't know what the F is my parent thinking.
My own college life also they want to make the decision?!
I was like what your problem?!
That's my own college school life, what I choose what I study is for my own good!
Not for them! I wish to take Public Relation to study. I like this.
But once I tell them I wish to take this from Aug, they non-stop complaining about it.

: This is not good for you!
: This is not suit you!

How you know that's not suit me if I didn't try it?!
They want me to be a teacher!
Please! Everyone of my friends know!

I more not suit to be a TEACHER!

What for if teacher's salary higher? I'm not happy with this!
Besides that, I work not because I like to work!
I got no choice! No work no money for me!
So I have to work harder to work for money!
I need money my parent can't give me even 1sen!
So I have to work for it!
But what they try to do?
Try to stop me from working! Try to ask me work those work place is near them
So they can see what I do, where I go!
Do you guy see what my parent do this to me?!

I'm not 3years old kids anymore! I'm 17!

Can't them just treat me like 17?
They can't understand me, make me can't just talk to them slowly.
I have to shout on them! I have to yell on them!
Even I make friends! Also they want to stop!
I sms with my friends my mom scold me!

: Why everyday also need to sms? So much to talk?
: Why everyday also got boy call you?
: Why everyday you have to chat with boy until midnight?

So much WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!
Just because my parent don't let I chat with boy!
So I have to wait until midnight only can chat!
If not what will happen?!
Once I chat with boy, my mom scold!
If you were the boy on the phone, what will you think?
Always scold me! What they know is just know how to scold me!
Never try to make myself do the finally choice!!
Everything they win! Everything they make choice!
Never ask for my idea! They just know what for my good!
Even its really for my good!
But it doesn't mean I like what they choose for me!
Never think about my felling!
Is this what parent do for they children?!
Even I go for shopping also my mom want to follow!
Make all my friends run away from me!
Where got young girl go shopping with friend with mom following want!
Once I go shopping with boy, scold again!
So what my mom think is? I can't friend with boy?! IDIOTIC!









When Genting with my family again.
But I when Genting is to meet with him. X)
After Drawing Paper2, I was so happy.
But stupid Pegawai don't let me take some of my drawing picture.
The is the first time I draw so well. LOL!
And after back home about 12pm.
I take bath and rest. Take nap until 4pm.






Turning in to Bad Romance, Lady Gaga.

And YEAH! Tomorrow is Friday.
Know what? Its Friday!
I'm so happy now.
Tomorrow morning take Drawing paper and back home on 11am.
And its time to say bye-bye to Catholic High School.
Even there is one more Chinese paper on 14 DEC.
But who care? Nobody care! X)
And night I'm going Genting to meet with him.
I'm now so excited! I don't know why I'm so happy now?
And 12 DEC I'm going my cousin's wedding dinner.
And know what? I try all my new dress. LOL!
And last I decided to wear the white dress.
My mom say look like Snow White.
But I know, I'm not really Snow White.
Just because, My dress is in white, High-heels is in white and even beg is in white.
I'm now everyday finding jobs.
And God bless. I've found SUB @ Mines.
Will work at there on this DEC someday.
Gonna check time and date with the waitress work.
I gotta work on 2 place.
Its would make me earn more. =D
SUB @ Mines RM4 per hour. Waitress @ HLT RM6 per hour.
Morning 10am will be in SUB and 6pm will be in HLT.
One day I could earn more then RM50!
I'm so proud of myself now. XD!



Foo. I got a just for you also. LOL!!
Don't get heart attack.

I know you is the best Gangster ever.
Hmm... Let start when I get know on you?
I think Form4 right? If I'm not wrong.
We know each other 2 years already, and its still counting on right?
The first year I get same class with you.
Actually nothing special, just know that there is a Dai Lou in our class.
Sound so weird.
As I know, you are such a good brother also.
Hmm... You know I got some gangster friends also.
But every time something happen, you just give me some words.
And its make me try to cool down myself.
If not I think long time ago I've already been kick out of the school.
Thanks lotsssss!!!
I remember last time, we argue because of my boyf.
But at last nothing already, just because both of us are friend.
Not really friend, is BROTHER!
I treat you guy all as my brother. I love you guy.! haha!!

来忘掉错对 来怀念过去
曾共渡患难日子总有乐趣
不相信会绝望 不感觉到踌躇
在美梦里竞争每日拼命进取
奔波的风雨里 不羁的醒与醉
所有故事像已发生飘泊岁月里
风吹过已静下 将心意再还谁
让眼泪已带走夜憔悴

If you are not stupid, you should know what song is this.








I can't imagine I could early morning wake up just for this post.
He tell me he will look for my blog today.
So I want to type something let him see.! HAHA!
Sound so weird.
All I want to say is AKU CINTA PADAMU.
This is what we chat in phone yesterday night. Before I sleep.
He say something to make me sad.
But after that nothing already, just something misunderstand.
So... I LOVE YOU.!