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XUEER ;DD I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D

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11.30.2009.

You couldn't say
needed someone new
You actually thought
deep inside I knew
Can you tell me how can you say
Why this should suffice
You passed me by
and your heart as cold as ice
Did you see me cry

Did you ask yourself why?
Did you see me cry

Did you ask yourself how?
Can you hear me cry

Did you ask yourself?
Will we ever grew apart

I wonder where we will go
Will we be the same
I laugh inside I think of you
and the love we made
Tell me why this should suffice
I hold you through the night
Now will I let it go
Soon I'll let it go
Can you hear me cry

Will you ask yourself why?
Can you hear me cry

Will you ask yourself how?
Can you hear me cry

Will you ask yourself?
Will we ever grow apart
You I'll stand by your side
I'll be there for you

You I'll stand by your side
Please just do me right

You I'll stand by your side

I'll be there for you
ISABELLA @ (: 6:02 PM



11.29.2009.

I think I have to invite some paparazzi to follow him.
HAHA!! I know I'm really get in crazy with him.
Even I'm not his girlfriend now.
How about if I become his girlfriend someday some where?
What is the first thing I'll react?
Kiss him? Hug him? Or cry in front of him?
He tell me before he don't wish that I cry in front of him.
Because... He scare.! LOL!
Today when work as usual and I when in toilet again.
Ya! Everyday I do go in toilet before work.
What I when in toilet?
Hmm... to see all girls chatting, make up, joking around.
They are just so unbelievable to me.
I mean, I just can't imagine how they get live?
They like looking for handsome as like what I do last time but not now.
And they like making up for boys.
And I hate make up now, LOL! I just wear lens.
I miss him badly, really.
I thought tomorrow could see him, but no.
He got no time, and I got to work.
And I thought I could go genting with him on DEC 3 - DEC 5.
But can't, just because the stupid Drawing paper on DEC 4!
Middle of the date.! I was like WTF!
He just say nevermind,
as long as DEC 5 I when up genting accompany even only 4 hours is enough for him.
I just get so warm that he say, now the most important thing for me is
Do well in my SPM. He say that.

I love him.♥
ISABELLA @ (: 1:40 AM



11.28.2009.




Hello, People.! Its 12.28am now.
And I'm still dreaming in front of the computer doing nothing.
I just don't know why I'm so useless?
I mean work hard, study hard doesn't mean really useful.
Even I didn't really study hard.
Ya! Sound weird now. Cause I'm blogging something stupid.
I snap some picture before I go work today.
I look back the picture, and I felt I really childish.
Even I just smile and didn't act cute. What about if I act cute more?
Will it be more childish? I just can't imagine.
I don't want this. I want to be more mature abit.
Just a litter bit for me that enough for me. I'm not greedy.
Actually today nothing special.
Just I felt abit upset for him.
Just because his message.
I don't know why his message could make me react so stupidly?
Maybe I really stupid. LOL.!
I saw him sitting inside his father's car.
He didn't come in and look for me.
I don't know why, and I just keep quiet act like never see him in the car.
And I know, I blogging nonsense here.
So I'll stop here and continue dreaming...
Tomorrow got to go work again.
Actually I really enjoy having this job.
ISABELLA @ (: 12:20 AM



11.27.2009.

Hmm...Hello everyone.!
Today I bought a new Gucci beg.
Actually I like the small wan also, but at last I prefer the bigger wan.
Its cost me about RM300 =)
Not bad. But its 3A quality.
So... Its doesn't mean it will spoil easily.
And... very sad thing.
I work today and my finger nail bengkat d. T_____T
Very pain and its was bleeding.
ISABELLA @ (: 12:46 AM



11.26.2009.



Hmm... I cut my hair.
Since I didn't cut my hair for almost half years. LOL!
Look better now.
Cause the front hair didn't cover up my eyes and even my mouth.
When I go to my mom's friend hair cut shop.
My mom's friend was so shock to see me.


: I have been long long time didn't see you come cut your hair, now become so long d!
: hmm... ah ya! exam not free.
: So what hair style you want my girl?
: Simple. Front shorter, behind keep long. If you cut short my hair, I'll kill you.
: Hmm... I thought you want to colour up or maybe cut more style since everytime you come with your own design hair style?
: No need now. =)

I still remember when I was Form2 or Form3 that time.
I cut lots of new hair style. All very weird hair style.
Look funny. And yes! That's all I ask my mom's friend cut it.
I look for magazine and I draw my own hair style.
When I think back, sound childish and brainless. LOL!
And now, I don't need to already.
All I want is SIMPLE.

ISABELLA @ (: 12:53 AM



11.25.2009.

Felt my heart so empty now.
I understand why you want to do this.
but can't you just think to the nice way?
yesterday you told me lots of thing.
but today I think back every single words you say.
Its telling me that, even you love me but you won't stay with me right?
If I didn't get wrong, that's what you actually you want to tell me.
yesterday night.!
you didn't tell me straight away because you scare you hurt me.
so you tell me a long story.
Its OK for me now.
Since you tell me that, I won't force you.
ISABELLA @ (: 3:34 PM



11.22.2009.

Felt speechless now.
I really felt my parents are idiotic.
They are STUPID!

Alright. I'm now just finish work and come back home.
and I'm now sitting in front of the computer.
blogging about my stupid parents now.
Actually if there are nothing happen.
ITS WAS A WONDERFUL DAY FOR ME!!!!
Since my boy are not working with me already.
but I told him there is cupcakes for him.
so he come to HLT to take the cupcakes.
actually I didn't notice he is there.
he just keep quiet and looking me running here and there.
after I bring his sister go take the cupcakes from my parents 's car.
my parents is like, something wrong with his sister.
and I go in HLT again to change away my cloth and everything.
I go take my salary. and go out ready to back home.
and I notice that! my mom wasn't there!
and my father told me that my mom is in HLT toilet.
I was like! WTF!
I rush in HLT again to find my mom.
I wonder, why my mom walk so slow to the toilet?
since my father say my mom need toilet SO MUCH?!
and after back home only I know.
my mom go in HLT to find out who take the cupcakes.
and she saw my boy holding the cupcakes!!!
and my father start scolding me!
say i idiotic! stupid! ask friends help to make cupcakes for BOY!!


YOU STUPID IS ITS?!
THIS KIND OF THING IS BOY DO IT FOR GIRL!!!
NOT GIRL DO IT FOR BOY!!! Y

OU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT I SAY IS IT?!!
YOU SO DESPERATE FOR LOVE IS ITS?!

OR YOU DESPERATE FOR SEX?!!!

I was?! what's the problem with this?
just a cupcakes!!!
and I just can't imagine why my parents could say out i desprated for sex!!!
I hate them!!! I really DO!!!

ISABELLA @ (: 11:55 PM



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Nice day. =)
teehee``
I just can't imagine. I'm crazy now.
and I'm super hyper now.
and jingyi, thanks for the cupcakes.
I'll be sure I'll learn how to make it. =P
and since one of my working darling told my something about him.
hmm... thanks! and I'll watch out from him.
ISABELLA @ (: 1:40 PM



11.18.2009.

I just can't accept why he will do that to me?
but actually its not a big deal.
and I'm gonna to try to accept the fact.
and I should try to more understand what actually he want.
as he tell me he love me.
hmm... maybe i shouldn't believe him now.
because its a " lie " inside of " believe " .
but so what?
I'm not really desperate for having boyfriend now.
and I enjoy keeping this kind of feeling on...
ISABELLA @ (: 7:48 PM



11.16.2009.

today actually wanna went movie with him.
but I don't know whats the problem.
and he didn't come.
so I go watch 2012 with my mom.
sound weird but I really felt sad.
I really wish he could watch this with me.
maybe I was just 一厢情愿.

Wednesday. SPM.
Good Luck all my friends.
ISABELLA @ (: 8:03 PM



11.13.2009.

Its your birthday.!
Hmm... yesterday you come my house.
and the present I've already give it to you.
Hope you will like it.
and I'm learning how to make pudding for you. =P
and the next, I'll learn how to make cupcakes for you.
Since you like to eat so much.
So kesian that your birthday but still have to work.
See your tomorrow =)
ISABELLA @ (: 2:16 PM



11.11.2009.

Why only, and you can chat all night long
Why would also like to say good-bye to meet before
Inside on a number of friends you have the most special
Makes me feel very close to the total is posted
You say you told me more than others, but did not say which ones are multi -

I can not wait to know the answer
And then let your hand around a little bit brave a little longer I told you go
What are you waiting time is running out and then had to go be only friend
However, do not hesitate to three words, so long
As long as you said so you can have me

We clearly have a heart inside Why not face the sense of
I do not believe they have moved to the feelings of love,
not caring if they can not enter the bottom of my heart,
can you hurry the decision said to me, I love you
ISABELLA @ (: 3:15 PM



11.10.2009.

when I'm alone at home.
I miss you.
I hope everyday is Saturday and Sunday.
so that i could see you everyday.
I love chatting with you on midnight.
and yesterday night. you tell me that you miss me.
I miss you too.
ISABELLA @ (: 3:08 PM



11.04.2009.

GRADUATION DAY. 2009


Pn. Hoon
Pn. Lim Yoke Keng

Pn. Lim Pek Poh
Chan Kah Yee
Gan Kok Kiat
How Jing Yi
Mr.Micheal
Sophia Wong
Tan See Yuen
Aaron Yeo
Teryn Neoh Huieh Lynn
FooChok

that's my real hair, not fake hair. LOL!
i don't know why i show this face.
Sophia Wong. Callie Leong
Callie Leong
Lok Lee Ping
Lai Shuw Pui
Farn Schuey
How Mun Loong.
Sophia Wong
Ng Jay Soon. Chai Chin Keong
Lim Ee Theng
Pn.Chia
Pn.Chee
En.Lim
Pn.Yeoh
Crystal Chen Ee Wei
Yap Jun Yong
Pn.Azizah
Javin Ong. Joseph Tan
The Girls. * Sophia not in.
The Boys. * Zhen Nam not in.
Lok Lee Ping. Callie Leong. How Mun Loong.
Callie Leong. Farn Schuey.
Lim Yee Ting
Marie Tan
Ellis Chang
Lim Yee Ting. Javin Ong. Marie Tan.






HOORAY~!
Finally GRADUATION DAY!
hmmm... actually nothing much to say.
pictures do the talking. =)
and i felt so happy today.
Leaving secondary school life actually not that sad.
but i know, I'll miss all my classmates.
i loves them! i really do.
i miss you guy. ALWAYSSS! <3>
don't forget me. or not I'll kill you.
keep in contact. =)
i know you guy will miss my voice. XD
no worry. call me I'll let you listen. X)
ISABELLA @ (: 3:57 PM