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XUEER ;DD I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D

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7.20.2010.

Half done my brochure's assignment.
Now just waiting my group member Oreo to send me the detail
and I write into the brochure and everything done.
Hmmm... I think after finish this assignment I'll still left...
1 more, Foong Lin's Assignment 2.

College life really make me felt so tired.
But what to do?
I promise my dad that I'll finish at least degree in this course.
So I'll do what I've promise.
And at least degree means 4-5 years.
Babe says he want to marry me after I finish my degree.
Can i belief this?
Even my ex-boyfriend says this before, but at last end with no reason.
I'm sick of this kind of no ensurer's promise.
It will be hurt if it didn't come true.
Some times I really need some rest on my relationship.
Because sometimes I need some one to talk to me...
But babe always not free, or maybe he is spending time with friends.
And now babe set up his own stall already.
Will be more busy on taking care the stall.
And I'm going to open blog shop too.
Both of us will be more busy in the future.
Will less meet up or maybe less go out for shopping already.
I really don't know how to handle our relationship, it's really hard for me.
Babe sometimes just didn't talk much,
didn't really put effort on it.
It makes me felt so blind on this.

Sometimes dad not really belief what I tell him.
Just like yesterday, I tell him my kindergarten is organise a trip
for teachers to relax at Penang. 2days 1night only.
For teachers is free, but for outsider is RM268.
I do ask babe to go with me, but babe don't want.
So I'll go there alone to enjoy myself.
But dad just can't belief that babe didn't follow me go.
I really get fed up.!
Why just can't belief what I say?
You want better result I get B for you.
You want I concentrate on my study I concentrate.
I not even think of babe when I got my class on.
Maybe sometime, a few minutes when it is tea break.
I do put effort on my study on my assignment.
But why can't my family belief me?
Everyday says I didn't do homework, say I always online.
They just didn't realize that I do it on every free time I got.
I didn't really act I'm hardworking in front of them,
because they'll say I'm fake.
So what to do? I'll just keep quiet and let them be.
I didn't fight back or argue with them.

College, last time when I was still secondary student
how wish I could faster get in college and study and finish what i want.
But it doesn't means it is happy when you get in.
There are lots of assignment, lots of things to do...

Relationship, I'm tired of this.
I wish to end this, but I confuse.
Because I love him.

Family, why peoples say family is the one who always support you?
Ya, maybe sometimes. But not always...
Sometime they will blame on you, and lost trust on you.

At last is, yourself.
Blame yourself when something goes wrong.
Trust yourself when anything need trust.
Scold yourself when something need to be scold.
Hate yourself if you do some wrong decision.
Love yourself when you're doing well on something.
Everything yourself, no ones will bother what you do,
And you're free.

I always be like that.

ISABELLA @ (: 9:56 PM

7.16.2010.

现在我要用华语来写我今天部落格。
如果你想问我为什么，我会回答你说，
因为今天发生的事情我实在不知道要怎么样用英文来表达
因为实在是荒谬而且真的是空欢喜一场
但是也不能说是空欢喜一场，至少我没有失去我最亲爱的

今天本来是打算亲爱的来接我去上课，
像往常一样，送我上课然后等我放学过后一起去看戏，吃东西
但是因为昨天晚上亲爱的回去家乡了~
所以今天接送我去上课的事他的姐姐，但是也没什么问题啦！
而且他的前女友也有一起来，winnie。
我刚上车的时候还担心说会不会尴尬，还好不会
但是后来我想想，怎么可能会尴尬呢？
她很漂亮，比我想象中还要完美，真得很美。
对着她，我莫名其妙的自卑起来~
为什么呢？看看她的样子，
五官很端正，皮肤白里透红的，眼睛更是娃娃般的大，笑起来看上去很美丽，头发更是长发飘然
打扮更是跟得上潮流而不太夸张的~身材更是标准的
比起来，我，五官普通的更普通，皮肤更是深色的，眼睛更不用说了，笑起来什么都看不到了，
头发散的恐怖，像个女鬼。打扮更像30年代的阿婶。身材更不用说，水桶型。

上课后，想说今天演讲完了就等亲爱的来接我
但是最后接到的是亲爱的撞车了！
吓都吓坏我了！还好亲爱的没事

结论是：我今天很倒霉
头发剪了，钱没了，戏也没看到，钱也没赚到，亲爱的车也受伤了，见亲爱的也只有那2个小时。

唯一值得庆幸的是，亲爱的没事，他还在我的身边

ISABELLA @ (: 1:20 AM

7.14.2010.

Today is my 4 months anniversary with my babe ♥

On the way back to serdang from college,

I saw RAINBOW! And it is so near so near with me.

I know this is not a big deal see rainbow,

now days always rain then everyday also got rainbow already.

But this month, this is the 3rd time I see rainbow.

So lucky lorhh.!

See some more I capture this rainbow until so nice.

With PJ's road name there, hahaha!!

Tomorrow going out movie with babe,

I want watch esclipe, my twilight.

Babe promise me!! Don't tells lie again.

Twilight means twilight, no others. :P

Don't tell me you're not feeling well, so cold in the cinema...

Blah blah blah~ I'll kill you if you say this again.

I'll hug you if you felt cold :P

teeheee... I love you babe ♥

ISABELLA @ (: 8:59 PM

7.12.2010.

hmmmm... yesterday argue with babe
Argue until he say break off T________T
I didn't know him say break, because I message with him
then I fall asleep already, so I didn't reply him
then he though I wan break off.

Then early morning I see his message I jam there for a few minutes.
Then what also didn't do I straight away call him.
that time is 6.15am, I non-stop calling him but he didn't pick up my call.
Then you know what I do,
I didn't care about my work, I know it will be late if I do that.
but I didn't care, I straight away drive go his hostel find him.
on the way going his hostel I continue calling him also,
until he pick up the phone I really can't control already,
tears drop down my cheek...

then until I find him then we chat for a while then nothing already...
thanks god.

ISABELLA @ (: 10:53 PM

7.08.2010.

I MISS HIGH SCHOOL LIFE

I miss all the girls, even just 9 of them.
Even our class always got argue and lots of problem.
But I really like this class, sometime this class is really caring.
I miss Callie, but she's now same college with me
She is still by my side :)
I miss Lee Ping, even I hate her.
But she is still as sister to me, just she got her own life style.
She enjoy, she happy, is enough.
Life is for enjoy, this is whats the right she do, not as like me?
Don't know how to enjoy?
I miss Shu Fei, the always late girl I remember :D
She always late to school, can't you imagine that 100days school,
she can late for 98 times. LOL!
But she's the most caring girl in our class, she's ketua kebersihan weihh!
And I still remember last time both of us argue because of something until....
You can't imagine that, both of us don't talk to each other even both of us sit together.
Until.... need to pass paper to talk to each other.
Now I think back felt that, is really funny that time.
I miss Esther, the most 8 poh.
She like to talk crap I know, every time talk something that are no point
and make all of us scold her. LOL! I know we are bad.
But we are still p6 family.!
I miss Yi Wen, the tallest girl I think so?
compare with Shu Fei, both of them are KLCC.
She always get lost in her life after she found GOD in her life
Her life is full of energy and power. I know she's really sanctify with her life now
Because GOD always accompany her :)
I miss Javin, this more nothing to say
She got her prince Joseph finally, since form3 I think so.
She is a very responsible ketua tingkatan, she do well in her study also.
And she is now do well in her life with her Joseph,
I know both of them will last forever :3
I miss Marie, even I not that like her.
sometime just because something and both of us argue.
and after that don't talk to each other, but now...
we are mature enough, there are no more " I don't like you, you don't like me "
I miss Yee Ting, she is professional in drawing.
I like her drawing, sometime she is just too easy to belief others
and make lots of problem comes out, what I want to say is
" belief yourself more then others is the best "

I miss all the boys of cause. 10 of them
I miss the way we play together, study together.
I still remember we like to eat inside the class, shouting, yelling in the class.
I miss Mun Loong, the best brother ever to me.
As every p6 classmate know what happen to me between loong. LOL!
You'll be forever brother to me, heart you lots.
I remember that he like to ask me to scratch for him,
even the day when back school to get SPM result also the same.
I still remember he teach me math before SPM,
that's why I didn't fail my math. Thanks so much.
I miss the day we go genting together with Schuey,Joseph and Zhen Nam.
Let find one day go again alright? complicated heart XD!
I miss Schumann, know as Schuey for me!
He is best brother for me also, he really take care of me when I'm down.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! heyy! Don't think wrong way kayy?
He is the one who teach me math also, he helps lots.
I miss the day we go your house bake cake for Callie :)
And he know lots of secret from me. ishhhh~
Find one day come have gathering kayy?
I miss Sze Chuen, know as FooChok better.
Sounds like can eat, the Dai Lou ever.
He use to protect our class.! haha!!
He is kind dai lou kayy? He won't hurt you if you didn't hurt him.
We use to argue before because of my ex-bf.
but after that both of us msn nothing already.
I know sometime he hate me also right foo?
I miss Wai Leong, Callie's BaoBei.
Get hard on working now, and he is quiet busy.
He is now more hardworking on his working, even he is not clever in study.
But at least he try to work hard.
that's a good start for his future.
I don't really remember I got argue with him before anot?
We know each other since form1 I join Lion Dance.
And the most important thing is, I REMEMBER! He call me ET!
Just because I pronouns something wrongly and I get funny nickname.
I miss Jun Yong, the lalas ever!
He use to sleep inside the class everyday, as I'm doing the same thing.
I sleep inside the class also larhh!
I miss Joseph, he got the same name with my kid :)
drive his "cute" to fetch his Javin.
The always gg.com guy! Powder boy!
I miss Aaron, even I not that like him.
Because he speak English! haha! my English suck larhh!
So I didn't really talk much with him.
I miss Jay Soon, even I super don't like him.!
He is very disgusting! but I miss the way he scream when all the boys bully him.
I still remember all of them how to take off his pants, and lots of funny thing.
F1 and lots of funny name and actions they do. I MISS LOTS!!
I miss the way how we are him go bring all the food back to class.
I miss the way he always belanjar us eat.
I miss the sotong, veggies, nuggets, chips... and more.!
I miss school's food! All in RM1!
I miss Chin Keong, the always Jolin's fans.
He love singing, and classmate always scold him when he sing.
but actually he sing quiet well. :)

I miss Crystal, the best girlfriend to me ever!
She is always be by my side when I need her.
The Justin Bieber super fans.! haha!!
I still remember last time we argue because some misunderstand.
And we use to hang out together when we free time in school.
Find one day let go hang out together again kayy? :3
So sorry for no picture of me and her, because my boyfriend's laptop don't have,
and I didn't upload our picture in facebook.

ISABELLA @ (: 8:53 PM

7.05.2010.

I like this the most :)

All this wedding dresses I like so much.

Don't think to the wrong way, I'm not getting marry soon.

Just I like searching wedding dresses and see.

Which nice? Which sweet?

I hope next time my wedding could be wonderful and sweet.

no need much people, no need chocolates....

I just wish to own a very sweet and nice wedding album.

At least, next time when I old enough.

I can still look back last time how pretty am I :)

I think every girl wish to have a very wonderful memory on their wedding day.

It's including me of cause.

So this is one of the reason I like working in HLT.

Lots of couples have their wedding there.

And I can see how sweet they are, how lovely they are.

Today, after school, babe fetch me to Mid Valley to have sushi.

He promise me to bring me for sushi last time.

But, at last gonna go home that time...

Some unhappy thing happen.

Just, babe.

I don't mean to say something to hurt you.

Just I really wish, if you really want to marry me.

I want a sweet lovely wedding album.

I even need to save lots of money and others...

I don't care, I just want an album. :'(

Please...~

I know it's show I'm doing something to make you get hard.

But babe, just an album.

I really didn't mean to hurt you using some bad word.

Sorry.!

ISABELLA @ (: 11:42 PM

7.04.2010.

Yesterday we go eat Dim Sam again.
As what I say on the previous post, I've already say.
This time got 3 friends birthday,
but we didn't buy cake, because we know
after finish Dim Sam sure all very full already and can't eat cake wan.
so we make another more SPECIAL cake. hahaha!!
This time babe got accompany me go eat Dim Sam also
Very happy larhh! Even just go have a walk or just sit down there
say nothing, I already very happy :D

007 gun girl LOL!

The SPECIAL cake. XD

Alright, now days I can't always online already.

Because, my streamxy line cut off already.

Because want to register the new COOL UNI PACK

to get the FREE HE-MINI, so have to cut off the original line

and register the new line again.

And it take one month long...

Now I'm using babe's laptop to online.

So he can't online for one month, as the laptop he let me use it larhh!!

HAHA!! so good babe :)

ISABELLA @ (: 4:10 PM

7.01.2010.

Now days I'm having very retard college life. swt.!
How to say that I'm having retard college life?
I think one day I have to record down what's going on in my class.
The May intake classmates are really noisy and childish.!
How to say? It doesn't mean that I'm mature.
Just, can't them be quiet to wait the lecture come in?
They have to be shouting around, laughing around and yell around.
I know, for our age now have to be fun and wonderful.
But hey! It's study time, just be serious larhh!! adui~
Everyday after kindergarten, I have to rush home to change and lunch.
Then have to rush to college.
I need some rest when I till class, BUT!
Those peoples are like, pasar malam offer buy1 free1 like that.
Yelling here and there, even running here and there. O.O
OMG! How I'm gonna rest? Ear also pain!
It's totally retard!!!!!

But nevermind, bad news finish.
I got GOOD GOOD NEWS!!
BABE IS COMING BACK!!!
But I don't know when? LOL!
Just I can confirm he is coming back then can already.
How many days I wish he come back here.
Now finally my dreams come true.~
OH! Thank GOD.! I lovesss you.!
After babe come back,
babe promise me to bring me watch
Twilight Eclipse & Sex and The City2
I've been waiting for this both movie for so long time.
I'm Twilight huge fans okay? After New Moon, I was wondering...
Did Bella answer YES to Edward's make an offer of marriage?
Even I got books already, but I didn't go and read it.
Because, I want to watch movie first only read see whether it is the same?
HAHA! I know I'm crazy.
AND AND!! Sex and The City2.
HAHA! This movie is quiet funny on the first round.
I was wondering, what's going on on the second round?
I bet it is a 5 stars movie.! TRUST ME!!!

BABE! faster bring me for movie.~

ISABELLA @ (: 9:14 PM

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