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XUEER ;DD I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D

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5.28.2009.

finally i know why i hurt so much.

finally i know I'm not that everything.

finally i know I'm nothing.

now only i know I'm the one who act like stupid.

I'm the one who act like bitch.

I'm the one who act like idiot.

I'm the one who everyone will hate me.

even my boy!

why i so stupid can believe him?

i just don't know how to face him anymore.

nevermind.

what i can do is just act like nothing happen.

because I'm stupid

ISABELLA @ (: 6:45 PM

5.26.2009.

Exam coming soon.

and so soon tomorrow start exam.

this time actually i got prepared something for my exam.

ofcause not copy those answer and bring in to copy.

i got study some of the subject.

but not really sure i can score.

as long as i got really work hard for it.

i hope this time my BM can pass.

last time 35%

please! let me pass my BM.

and I'm going to change house.

and alots of my teddy bear have to send them out.

because they are not really much place for them.

AHH! really samtong about it.

last time i got 72 teddy in my house.

but not just left out 5 for me.

kill me please!

all my teddy have to send out.

so sad for it.

here are some of the teddy i really sayang them much.

my new room

not that big but i like it.

haven't painted yet.
and Sunday I'm going to help my daddy to paint my room :)

ISABELLA @ (: 9:56 PM

5.21.2009.

From right to left :

Schumann, me, YiWen, LeePing,

Sophia, ChinKeong, Marie, YeeTing

Me, Sophia, LeePing (Garden)

Me and Sophia

I look fat in this picture.

ZhenNam

Sophia

Schumann

YiWen

Sophia and Me

LeePing, Me and Monkey

cheeful face when i saw food =D

when to Mid Valley with some of

my classmate to do our sivik project.

that day not feelling well.

so.. after finish project and back home about 5pm.

ISABELLA @ (: 9:57 PM

5.16.2009.

erm...today i didn't go to school again.

and i went to my bf's house to have a nap.

just doing nothing there, but I'm happy when i saw him.

early morning when i reach school, i get into his car

and i tell him that yesterday 14May is Rose Valentine's Day.

he just act like nothing happen and just looking at me.

i know what you want to say.

" we don't have money "

" we actually no need to celebrate "

" so on... "

so i just keep quiet in the car and say nothing until reach his house.

i think is about 15 minutes more.

inside the car we didn't talk.

just because i have tell him yesterday is

Rose Valentine's Day.

actually i shouldn't find out so many Valentine's Day

to let so many people know.

and now,

alots of copy cat know every month 14th is Valentine's Day.

and so on...

just forget about it. i shouldn't care about this thing.

is just a Day. so care for what?

i should be prepared for it when i couple with my bf.

prepared for he wont give me surprise?

prepared for he wont care about those Valentine's Day?

OH GOSH! just prepared for everything that will be happen.

and i know no one will tell him what is my feelling?

ha! forget about it.

no one know my bf what?

just a Day, don't care so much.

mute...

ISABELLA @ (: 12:22 AM

5.10.2009.

Mom , Dad and Me

The Lovely Couple =D

Mom and Me * dad is acting monster be hide us

Mom and Brother

Me and Mom *when i was young girl

Happy Mother's Day to all the mother.

today is mother's day.

and i didn't prepared anything to present my mom.

because i got no time.

but actually i got make something,

but not yet finish.

so maybe I'll give it to my mom after i finish.

Mom ; ILOVEYOU

ISABELLA @ (: 10:49 PM

5.08.2009.

MXWC :) ♥

today is sport day.

I'm not including inside why should i attend?

so i ask my boy come and fetch me.

Callie and Wai Leong follow us also.

Early morning when the bus pick me up

i sleep inside the bus.

but suddenly some 8poh talk so loud and laugh so loud

until i wake up! i was like WHAT THE HELL.

early morning need talk so loud for what?

and i try not to shout on them, because I'm sick.

my voice box spoil already.

but those 8poh never reduce their volume

and some more louder!

i just can't tahan them and i shout on them.

only they become quiet till school.

after i reach school

i when to kanna and change my cloth

and my boy fetch us go his working place

until 9am something we all follow my boy go home and take bath.

Callie tell me she was so regret to follow us back to my boy house.

because nothing for her to do.

just sitting there.

better she sit inside the Internet cafe and watch movie. hahaha!

some more my boy need to count the money.

and he was so slow and non-stop laughing playing around.

play until 11am something only he fetch us go Sungai Wang.

actually i decide to take "DA TOU TIE" with my boy and WC them.

but they all say don't wan.

some more felt like waste money.

so at last we go and have our lunch.

OHYA!

and today so lucky Callie saw Ah Hoe.

hahha! that time when we follow my boy go lawyat find his friend.

so boring until i just non-stop looking around.

and suddenly! i saw a person.

that time i was : eh! why this person looking at me?

my face got problem?

than only i realize that is Ah Hoe.

and i start finding Callie.

some more the stupid girl Callie didn't realize

that Ah Hoe was sitting there looking at her?

when i tell her that time, she lagi funny.

go hide herself = ="

Wai Leong was : meh yeh orh?

than only she say want go and say hello.

NOW ONLY I REALIZE!

Ah Hoe actually not that lengzai lorr!

Wai Leong better than him.

make those ear ring on his mouth.

and i know today you guy maybe not that happy.

because didn't buy anything.

didn't play anything. and just walking around.

sorry about that.

do you know why I'm so tried?

because every time i accompany my boy also doing the same thing.

both psychosocial people walking around in Time Square.

sometime in Sungai Wang.

and just non-stop laughing and go find friend.

i just stand beside him like a mute person.

this is another reason why we never argue.

because I'm mute.

before when back to school.

i saw alots of roses!

and i tell my boy, when you gonna present me 520 roses?

and he tell me that, waste money. don't want.

OK! that's really waste money.

真得很浪费钱哦~ 要浪漫就是要浪费钱的咯。

但是算啦！我不要你浪费钱

that's what i want to say.

no waste money, no romantic, no chocolate.

this is why my relationship so peaceful.

because inside our relationship.

no waste money, no romantic, no argue.

we didn't argue because of money.

and we didn't want to waste money to make those romantic thing.

so peaceful relationship.

but ofcause i wish i could have once romantic thing to happen.

but... forget about it!

its waste money! FORGET ABOUT IT!

no waste money!

now say the stupid school.

1.30pm only all the student come out!

every Friday is 12.45pm want.

today Friday 1.30pm, whats happening inside the school.

need whole school student wait until 1.30pm?

and i was like a psychosocial person walking around.

2.30pm only i reach home!

waste my time!

NO WASTE MONEY
NO ROMANTIC
NO CHOCOLATE
NO ARGUE

ISABELLA @ (: 10:21 PM

5.07.2009.

So this is my new decoration for my handphone. LEOPARD!

i love it so much!

and the Hello Kitty's thing is

my darling crystal who give me wan :)

she know i love Hello Kitty so much. haha!

and yet today my school day not that bad.

because the PORN STAR didn't come.

how peace the world!

and ofcause im not really happy with it.

even don't want come to school at least tell me.

ask me bring the Lens for her but didn't come?

WHAT THE HELL.

if it get rampas, i wont return the money back.

im telling you seriously!

some more today our FORM6 student having their exam.

know what? they need to killed the rat.

and OPEN IT! OHHH!!! its disgusting!

but looks how funny when

saw them cutting and opening the rat.

but alots of blood come out!

and they have to cut some of the

rat's lung or whatever to show the teacher.

i just can't imagine if im the rat >"<

SO PAIN!

and the FORM6 student tells me that last time they was one senior

while he cutting the rat,

only he realize that the rat is pregnant.

and in the rat stomach got 6 babies mouse.

and the rat all so mini so small.

don't want say this thing already! its so disgusting!

VOMIT! but looks funny. I'm crazy.

Be Ready to See the RAT!

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ARRRRRHHHKKKK! DISGUSTING!

and now days at home nothing to do.

and i keep online to read people's blog.

and friendster. its lifeless. ha!

and now only i realize that alots of

serdang's people got their own blogspot too.

now only i realize.

but of cause they all are writing their blog in Chinese.

they are not so good in English.

even I'm not so good also, but I'm better then them.

Happy 500 days Anniversary. teehee :)

with lovessssssssss ♥

ISABELLA @ (: 4:42 PM

5.06.2009.

today actually felt normal for my day.

but those stupid thing make me felt like

I'm the one who do the wrong thing.

and I'm the one who have to say sorry for it! WTH?

yesterday when i get those thing from my supplier ,

the 1st thing is i quickly go and take bath.

and i quickly finish all those thing for her

as she say she need it so URGENT!

OK! I've finish it on 11pm at night

since i start sticking those thing on the phone

from 3pm after i take my lunch.

and of cause i take my nap on 5pm

because i have my tuition lesson on 7.30pm.

and i finish my tuition lesson on 9pm.

and she keep calling me! FINE!

i didn't pick up since I'm on my nap and I'm on tuition.

after finish my tuition,

i on my computer to check my online business a while.

and let my daddy check his thing after i check mine.

and i continue stick those thing!

after i finish, i let my daddy check whether its ok with it.

since I'm not so professional on it.

and i daddy check even litter thing on it,

and my daddy say its ok.

its WONT DROP OUT!

than only i pack it on a plastic bag and i bring it to school.

from my house i bring this thing,

and i got show it to crystal.

that time those thing still so nice,

even crystal so not nice with that thing.

also those thing didn't even DROP A PIECES!

go and ask crystal! she stick those thing to her phone.

the next minutes she touch it, its drop already 2-3 pieces.

and once i reach school, i give it to you.

and of cause I'll ask you try it.

and you tell me that its DROP something out!

and its not only drop 1 pieces! its drop about 4 pieces.

and you blame me! say i didn't stick well!

and you tell others people that i never help you done properly with it!

say that i use that glue not good with it.

and your mom's glue its so good

and even you sit on it also wont drop or even broke!

than you do it yourself larrr! you spend the money on me.

I'll sure done a nice thing for you.

and you change alots of thing i never scold you?

and you talk bad about me i never mind it!

even you tell others people that

i cheat your money also i never say a word!

because of what?

YOU ARE CUSTOMER! I RESPECT YOU!

BUT WHY CAN'T YOU RESPECT ME TOO?!

even i work for you also please respect larr!

I'm human! not animal!

and you show me your dulan black face because of this.

i don't care! because i didn't do any wrong thing.

and you tell the whole world people that I'm the wrong one.

if you are so professional on this kind of thing!

YOU JUST DO IT YOURSELF!

I've already be such a good friend to you

and you treat me as a animal!

WHAT THE FUCK!

this is what i make for her :

this thing have to spend time to do it if you want it to be perfect.

as what you say you want it URGENT!

once i get the thing! i finish it for you in ONE DAY!

and you never say thanks to me and you blame me?!

every time know how to " chat hai " in front of us.

be a DOG in front of us!

and be such a bitch behind of us!

can't you just imagine if

I'm the one who be a bitch behind of you.

talk bad about you, WHAT YOUR FEELING?!

EH! IDIOT!

if you really want to be such a bitch or

your favorite job as a PORN STAR!

JUST LET IT BE LARR!

scare for what? you not very yeng meh?!

go call all your SOHAI KAI GOR come school and hit me larr!

DARE YOU DO IT!

DON'T JUST TALK BAD ABOUT PEOPLE BEHIND!

DARE YOU COME IN FRONT OF ME AND TELL ME!

how come you can treat our class girl like that but not me?

you can call your kai gor go hit the boy!

and you dare to ask your kai gor shout on the girl?

why not me? FUCKER!

LAST WARNING TO YOU!

if you want talk bad about me,

come in front of me and tell me.

don't be such a bitch behind of people

and act like noting in front of me!

its FAKE! YOU IDIOT!

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and here its another one more idiot!

do something bad about people behind of it

and act nothing in front of everyone!

you are such a clever girl!

and you could act this for 2 years!

I'm really proud of you!

should me give a big clap for you idiot?

i just can't imagine why school friend

could become such a bitch friend?

actually what is friend?!

i have to think about this very clear!

WHAT IS FRIEND?

AND WHAT IS BEST FRIEND?

ok! fine! i got no problem with my BEST FRIEND.

and the problem is just because of

SOME OF THE FUCK FRIEND!

i just can't wait to leave this school as fast as possible!

stay away from those fake friend!

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and here another warning for those lifeless people!

who are so lifeless and felt so lonely go and do some sohai thing

to spam to people cbox! get lost!

and next time I'm not going to reply anything to you.

because its useless to talk so much

to you this kind of lifeless people!

pregnant so what? i didn't do it i scare for what?

what you want to say whatever! i don't care.

just spam whatever you like until you happy!

and lifeless people,

i don't care weather you are a girl or a boy.

your wife will get pregnant

or your husband will make you get pregnant one day!

be careful for it as what you say!

LIFELESS PEOPLE!

ISABELLA @ (: 8:44 PM

5.04.2009.

有时真的真得很想死掉的咯

做工做到酱辛苦没人体谅体会就算了

至少给我静一下嘛

静一下都不能咩

just let me felt something that really make me happy

I'm not really happy with my life.

do something for me please.

not only i do it for you.

也算了你不烦都烦了
我只能说一句我答应到你的东西
我收了你的钱我就一定会做给你
这些是需要时间的你一直改这个改那个
很难做的咯不要催我
你要快快弄好的话效果肯定没有你想象中那么美的
我弄至少需要到 3-4天，你我都已经尽量赶了
所以 please~ 耐心点
如果你是找网上别的人帮你做
肯定是比我贵而且我敢100%跟你讲
那些人没有我那么好气还慢慢跟你解释
他肯定不做你的生意就算了
所以 please~ 真的真的耐心点
我手头上别的顾客我都不做先
都做你的先了也不收多了
所以
耐心点耐心点耐心点

我都快断气了啦

sometimes thing make me felt very stress!
make me can't breath.
can't even sit down and relax.
everything need to be FAST! FAST! FAST!
once you slow down , you have to restart.
i don't want to restart.
so what i have to do is , try to do everything faster.
and what ? I'm going to be old lady very soon = ="

其实不是装忙咯
是真得很忙咯

now days very very super duper busy.

nothing special don't find me.

ISABELLA @ (: 9:17 PM

5.03.2009.

最近真得很讨厌呆在家里

但是呆在学校看到那些讨厌的人更无言

都不知道要怎么办

为什么现在的人都是这个样子的

为什么要拿自己的儿女和别人家的儿女作比较

懂不懂人比人比死人的

说什么我的成绩不比别人好

那为什么我的篮球比他家孩子好你又不讲

说什么人家的孩子看英文报

那为什么不说说看我的绘画比他家孩子好你又不讲

说什么人家的孩子很孝顺会帮忙做家务

那为什么不说说看我会自己赚钱养我自己他不会

难道我平时自己帮忙你扫地抹地洗碗这些不叫做家务

说什么人家的孩子都读书很厉害读博士什么硕士

那为什么不说说看我我田径比他家孩子好博士能比我跑的快吗

那我平时做的那些功课补习上课这些不叫做读书

我不像那些跟我同年的就跑去工作不读书啊我还半工半读

我不像那些跟我同年的就跑去和人家结婚生孩子啊

真的搞不懂到底你们的脑袋在装什么的
不会称赞自己的孩子然而去称赞别人家的孩子
脑袋装大便啊
从小孩子到现在从来没有真正称赞过我一次
就只会说买礼物给我
对你买礼物给我我很开心
那又怎样你从来不会说
下次加油点一定会更好的
虽然这些话是和小孩子说的
但是你说这些话是有推动力的啊
你就只会说
有没有搞错做么人家做对你做错
做么酱不用心的
每天只会对着电脑

是啊
我是对着电脑
但是我是有我自己的事情要做啊
现在是我自己用手自己赚钱养自己
我不用用你给我钱也不会跟你要钱
从2009年一月到现在你们只是给我最多的那300块给我
就是过年那时候100块买衣服
过后200快就是一月到现在的零用钱
我算得很清楚我从来没有用多你们半毛钱
你们要我可以完完全全给回300块给你们
我自己有能力我可以不用看你们的脸色做人
哥哥真地说对你们的你们是看钱做人的
哥哥上次有钱你们就对哥哥很好很好
现在哥哥没钱了哥哥就要看你们的脸色做人
现在我只能说你们真得很现实
现实到我真的不知道要怎么样和你们沟通

现在唯一能做的就是
我读好我的书赚好我的钱
读了两年学院存够钱
我要立刻飞去外国读你们想要我读的大学回来给你们

拿你们最想看到的文凭给你们
我不用你们的钱

ISABELLA @ (: 4:48 PM

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