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I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D. 
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9.30.2010.  I know I've got a very long time didn't update my blog already. And I cut my hair already, ofcause not just cut. Have some time already also, just I'm so lazy to update blog already. I don't know why? LOL Now days have lots of funny thing happen, and I love my life now. And, the one who always beside me I LOVE YOU and I hope we'll last long forever, really. I know you're doing to best thing now, just we need some time. ISABELLA @ (: 11:32 PM 9.14.2010. As the very kacau punya budak Callie Leong non-stop ask me DON'T BE LAZY TO BLOG LARHHH~ So now I'm here to blog :) LOL! Hmm...actually now days really busy on working and blah blah blah... so less update blog already, my life is full of things and lots of things... Now something different is, some one is trying cheat on me too. So what to do? I'll do double back if he really cheat on me, don't think I'm 3 years old SMALL KIDS! Turnning on : Love The Way You Lie ISABELLA @ (: 11:44 PM 8.06.2010. Alright, this is the Birthday Girl Callie Leong.   My babe look NERD. OH! JunYong, he look gay here. hahaha!!       Schuey and ME. I miss him sooo much XD   My lovesssss  It Callie's birthday today, accompany her for outing to celebrate her birthday with her :) But we are late because of babe, his really slow motion until everyone wait for him don't know how to describe his slow-ness. I thought 3 something then we can move from serdang to fetch Callie and 3.30 something we'll reach sunway to sing k and blah blah blah. But because of babe, 5 something only we get Callie, and we got no time to sing k, so we went to have our lunch. and chat chat a while, and schuey got to go some where else, so he went off, and left me, babe, callie, junyong and one of my friend. walk around and look around... and went to play games until 7 something, Callie's family come already then we go back to serdang on 8 something babe straight away fetch me back, and I reach home around 9. It really early, because tomorrow I'm going to Penang, gonna wake up early, so let the picture do the talking. NIGHT! ISABELLA @ (: 10:04 PM 8.04.2010. sorry I let my blog dead for so long time. Callie is scolding me without updated my blog, my friends are blaming me for not let them know what's going on with me? First I have to say is I'm to busy for my life already. Full of assignment, revisions, slides and homework. Some more now days, everyday out with babe. hahahaha!! Because babe stay near with me already. So he can come and fetch when I need. Once I call he'll be here with me in 5 minutes. how good? Now have to start do revision, ready for exam already. Next month gonna exam soon, and next month not going out with babe after finish my exam. I have to proof to daddy that, even I got my relationship I still can handle my study. :) Wish me good luck. ISABELLA @ (: 9:58 PM 7.20.2010. Half done my brochure's assignment. Now just waiting my group member Oreo to send me the detail and I write into the brochure and everything done. Hmmm... I think after finish this assignment I'll still left... 1 more, Foong Lin's Assignment 2. College life really make me felt so tired. But what to do? I promise my dad that I'll finish at least degree in this course. So I'll do what I've promise. And at least degree means 4-5 years. Babe says he want to marry me after I finish my degree. Can i belief this? Even my ex-boyfriend says this before, but at last end with no reason. I'm sick of this kind of no ensurer's promise. It will be hurt if it didn't come true. Some times I really need some rest on my relationship. Because sometimes I need some one to talk to me... But babe always not free, or maybe he is spending time with friends. And now babe set up his own stall already. Will be more busy on taking care the stall. And I'm going to open blog shop too. Both of us will be more busy in the future. Will less meet up or maybe less go out for shopping already. I really don't know how to handle our relationship, it's really hard for me. Babe sometimes just didn't talk much, didn't really put effort on it. It makes me felt so blind on this. Sometimes dad not really belief what I tell him. Just like yesterday, I tell him my kindergarten is organise a trip for teachers to relax at Penang. 2days 1night only. For teachers is free, but for outsider is RM268. I do ask babe to go with me, but babe don't want. So I'll go there alone to enjoy myself. But dad just can't belief that babe didn't follow me go. I really get fed up.! Why just can't belief what I say? You want better result I get B for you. You want I concentrate on my study I concentrate. I not even think of babe when I got my class on. Maybe sometime, a few minutes when it is tea break. I do put effort on my study on my assignment. But why can't my family belief me? Everyday says I didn't do homework, say I always online. They just didn't realize that I do it on every free time I got. I didn't really act I'm hardworking in front of them, because they'll say I'm fake. So what to do? I'll just keep quiet and let them be. I didn't fight back or argue with them. College, last time when I was still secondary student how wish I could faster get in college and study and finish what i want. But it doesn't means it is happy when you get in. There are lots of assignment, lots of things to do... Relationship, I'm tired of this. I wish to end this, but I confuse. Because I love him. Family, why peoples say family is the one who always support you? Ya, maybe sometimes. But not always... Sometime they will blame on you, and lost trust on you. At last is, yourself. Blame yourself when something goes wrong. Trust yourself when anything need trust. Scold yourself when something need to be scold. Hate yourself if you do some wrong decision. Love yourself when you're doing well on something. Everything yourself, no ones will bother what you do, And you're free. I always be like that. ISABELLA @ (: 9:56 PM 7.16.2010. 现在我要用华语来写我今天部落格。 如果你想问我为什么，我会回答你说， 因为今天发生的事情我实在不知道要怎么样用英文来表达 因为实在是荒谬而且真的是空欢喜一场 但是也不能说是空欢喜一场，至少我没有失去我最亲爱的 今天本来是打算亲爱的来接我去上课， 像往常一样，送我上课然后等我放学过后一起去看戏，吃东西 但是因为昨天晚上亲爱的回去家乡了~ 所以今天接送我去上课的事他的姐姐，但是也没什么问题啦！ 而且他的前女友也有一起来，winnie。 我刚上车的时候还担心说会不会尴尬，还好不会 但是后来我想想，怎么可能会尴尬呢？ 她很漂亮，比我想象中还要完美，真得很美。 对着她，我莫名其妙的自卑起来~ 为什么呢？看看她的样子， 五官很端正，皮肤白里透红的，眼睛更是娃娃般的大，笑起来看上去很美丽，头发更是长发飘然 打扮更是跟得上潮流而不太夸张的~身材更是标准的 比起来，我，五官普通的更普通，皮肤更是深色的，眼睛更不用说了，笑起来什么都看不到了， 头发散的恐怖，像个女鬼。打扮更像30年代的阿婶。身材更不用说，水桶型。 上课后，想说今天演讲完了就等亲爱的来接我 但是最后接到的是亲爱的撞车了！ 吓都吓坏我了！还好亲爱的没事 结论是：我今天很倒霉 头发剪了，钱没了，戏也没看到，钱也没赚到，亲爱的车也受伤了，见亲爱的也只有那2个小时。 唯一值得庆幸的是，亲爱的没事，他还在我的身边 ISABELLA @ (: 1:20 AM 7.14.2010.  Today is my 4 months anniversary with my babe ♥ On the way back to serdang from college, I saw RAINBOW! And it is so near so near with me. I know this is not a big deal see rainbow, now days always rain then everyday also got rainbow already. But this month, this is the 3rd time I see rainbow. So lucky lorhh.! See some more I capture this rainbow until so nice. With PJ's road name there, hahaha!! Tomorrow going out movie with babe, I want watch esclipe, my twilight. Babe promise me!! Don't tells lie again. Twilight means twilight, no others. :P Don't tell me you're not feeling well, so cold in the cinema... Blah blah blah~ I'll kill you if you say this again. I'll hug you if you felt cold :P teeheee... I love you babe ♥
ISABELLA @ (: 8:59 PM 7.12.2010. hmmmm... yesterday argue with babe Argue until he say break off T________T I didn't know him say break, because I message with him then I fall asleep already, so I didn't reply him then he though I wan break off. Then early morning I see his message I jam there for a few minutes. Then what also didn't do I straight away call him. that time is 6.15am, I non-stop calling him but he didn't pick up my call. Then you know what I do, I didn't care about my work, I know it will be late if I do that. but I didn't care, I straight away drive go his hostel find him. on the way going his hostel I continue calling him also, until he pick up the phone I really can't control already, tears drop down my cheek... then until I find him then we chat for a while then nothing already... thanks god. ISABELLA @ (: 10:53 PM |
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