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XUEER ;DD I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D

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1.01.2009.

first i have to wish everyone of you Happy New Year. We gonna welcome 2009.

but honestly I'm not so happy with the new coming 2009.
actually today 31DEC2008 i date everyone of my friends go to sunway to countdown , after we countdown, we gonna go club.
kiss me or coco. but so sad i cant go because of my FUCKER MOM! asshole!

morning i go work and all my friends call me,asking me where to go?
at last i decide go sunway countdown with chengwei ,dada ,hoyan.
and ofcause before i promise them, i call and ask for my daddy permission.
and my daddy say yes, you could go countdown with your friends.
almost 9.00pm , my stupid mom call me, after i pick up.
she tell me that, daddy felt not so comfortable, i cannot go for countdown.
WTH! i promise all my friends and at the last minutes you tell me i cant go with them ?!
is like WTH ! i ask for permission , i promise all my friends!
and now? you just call and tell me because daddy sick so that i cant go for countdown?!
cant you give me a suitable reason?!
everyone going countdown with their friends, with their loves one.
how about me? i got the only chance to go countdown with friends.
and now you tell me cant?!
who the hell are you?!
you stop my phone everything, you stop me for MSG with my bf, you stop me for calling my bf.
you stop my everything! and now, you wanna stop my part of my life fun too?!

I'm gonna crazy if i continue stay in this house!
I'm getting mad of my mom!
i got no point to stay in this house!
even my brother also never come back home already.
because of what?! because of my mom!
everything change because of my mom!
WHAT FOR?!
everyday scolding, screaming, yelling!
its so disgusting you know?!
everyday early in the morning listening you scolding, screaming, yelling.
cant you just stop for a minutes?!
even ONE MINUTES i gonna thanks god.
cant you just think about it , why brother always go out?
why brother always stay outside?
why brother always stay away from this house?
is because of you? if you are not always scolding, screaming, yelling infront of him
will he go? 100% wont !
daddy already tried of scolding me and brother. but how about you?
tell me, because you care us?
care us not to use this type of idea OK?
scolding us because you care us?
screaming because you loves us?
yelling because you cant lose us?
everything is BULLSHIT! you are telling me nonsense!
cant you just talk with us softly , nicely?
cant you just talk something than useful for us?
i know, i tell all this maybe its show me not so loves my mom.
but, even i really loves her.
but how? she is telling me lies!
mom, just stop scolding, screaming, yelling.
mom, i'll always love you!
ISABELLA @ (: 12:00 AM