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XUEER ;DD I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D

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7.18.2009.

Finally my BM pass already and get a pretty nice mark for me, 45%.
even not that high mark as S classes. but i still happy.
i really happy until i cry, because this time i really study hard for it.


another exam again for today.
i when to have my undang test, at the 1st time i score only 36.
so i decide to take test one more time at the same day.
because of i really lazy to come again on the next day.
so pay more RM50 and wait until 2.30pm something go take test again.
and i score 43. haha! not bad.
but when i get home, my mom scold me.
: why you so stupid wan!
: last time your brother take test once than pass already!
: why you need to take test twice?!
: WHY YOU SO STUPID WAN!!!
: waste money to let you test undang!
: better don't go test for the car already!
: sure waste money!


yes! I'm stupid.
I'm wasting YOUR money!
i stupid than my brother!
better don't test for the car!
yes! better lock me inside the house!
don't let me out! don't let me friend with others people!
don't let me talk! just lock me up!
lock me up i won't waste YOUR money!
i was so disappointed when i hear my mom say this.
i was like, why?
i try my best and i didn't wish to get any present or what.
even dad say if i pass my BM will buy me a laptop.
but i say don't wan? why?
because i don't need it now! I'll work and earn money to buy it MYSELF!
but why just can't you just say some good word to me?
why everyday know how to scold me only?
i try my best! i really try my best!
i wan to let you know, i can do it.
even i got BOYFRIEND i still can do it!
not because of BOYFRIEND my exam fail or what.
its because YOU!
so now you sure thought that,
my boyfriend leave me away when 26th December 2008 that time.
so now nobody couple with me that's why my exam will get pass.
NO! its because i wan to let you know even i got boyfriend its the same.
but you just can't accept what is the true!
i really don't know how to say.
or you want me die infront of you only you understand what actually i want?
i can't hate you, because you born me out.


sick of my life.
ISABELLA @ (: 10:51 PM