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9.19.2009. now day happen alots of thing and make my life get messy and horrible. i can't even breath! exam driving me crazy, driving lesson coming. dance lesson coming and make me felt stress. i don't know why suddenly everything get messy. and i just can't handle it. and i get mad with it. business not going well too. as now days there are too much online shop. and those price are too low and everyone can't even earn much. what to do to earn more money its a problem for me now. i don't care whatever SPM or college. I'll be sure I'll get at least 1A in SPM. don't think too much to wish me get more than 2As. no way!! no way!! no way!! I'm getting mad in doing MATH and SCIENCE! this 2 stupid subject make me get mad. even I'm so interesting in doing MATH. but hell, i can't even remember the format. and I'll forget all those thing so easy. even somebody that mean so much to me who teach me also i can't remember! i hate myself. why can't just concentrate on the books?! I'm so stress now that make me can't think a thing. i need to relax! i need to rest! i don't know i study for what? i got no point for it, as i only know SPM is freaking CLOSE! other than that what else make me need to study so hard for it?! other than study, i need money. college i have to pay by myself. car i have to pay by myself. everything i have to pay for it by MYSELF! no-one is not responsible to pay for me. because that is my stuff. i earn hard now, work hard now but seem nothing happen. I'm getting tired and i look lifeless. beside than work and study i got nothing. and no-one cheer me up. even my boyfriend don't know what is happening to me? he didn't ask, didn't care, didn't worry. he won't ask someone is me ok? he won't care whether I'm happy staying alive? he never worry about me that i felt stress. i don't know i keep this relationship for what? i don't know whether i can still continue with him? family are not going to accept him. even me are not going to accept him soon. as he never work hard for his future. i don't know whether I'm save if i continue with him. he got nothing. boy! want to continue at least work hard please! i beg you. tear drop down more than 100times but no use to let you have at least 20% change? some personal thing make me getting mad. i don't know how to express my feeling. without knowing anyone of my friends. everyone will get hurt if i tell out. i want your love i need your touch
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