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XUEER ;DD I'm a relatively good girl. I don't eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them. Give me presents! On 16th February :D friend and family are my passion.♥ I Love D

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4.05.2010.

What I want to say is,
I'm no more small girl, please leave me alone.!

I just can't understand why my parent could be like this to me?
My father is like can't believe in me?!
He thought I tell lies to him every time.
He thought I never tell him the true.
Actually what I tell him every time its the true.!
But he never believe it!
He just believe the outsider but not me.!
I'm his daughter but he never believe me and he believe outsider.
The people that I trust the most is my Family.
But, what they do to me?
I earn money, I buy thing myself, I pay study for myself.
Everything, I settle myself.!
I never please them to help me.
I didn't want them to help me even once I become big girl.
I don't need them help.!
Because once I need them help, its shows that actually I still need them.
I just need myself, my friends and my boyfriend.!
Its enough for me. I don't need my family.
My family is hurting me.! They don't believe in me that just let it be.
I won't felt regret to do that, because you do it to me first.!


For friend that I trusted the most,
I know you'll not disappointed me.
And I won't betray you if you didn't do it to me so.

For boyfriend, no one can tear us apart.!
Even my family.!
I hate that.! Stop breaking my relationship.
I choose what I want, I know what I need.
Don't try to be such a busybody to help me choose.
I love my life now, I get what I want.
I work for it, and I spend what I get.
I earn money myself, I spend money myself.
I don't need to use even 5sen of your pocket money.
Or I should say, from form5 onwards,
YOU NEVER GIVE ME EVEN 5SEN POCKET MONEY
Is this what a father could do that to his daughter?
I know, our family getting in problem.
But can't you just leave me alone to work myself?
I do what I want, and I didn't ask help from you.
Is that not good enough for a 18years old girl to stay strong on this time?
Or I should say, from 16years old I've already stay alone without father's help.!
I never say a word " sad " or " heartless " no family love.
Because I know, parent will always love their children.
But now, even I know you still love me, but I don't need your care.
I'm no more baby.! I got my boyfriend who can care me more then you.
I know, mother is the one who no one can replace.
Even boyfriend also can't replace.!
But what father do?
Father just need to produce sperm and let mother get pregnant to born us out.
Its just easy like ABC!
I know father care me so that he do that.
But one word.! He didn't believe me and never respect me.
I'm not going to respect him.!
If he is not going to give me the car to school, my boyfriend will give me his car.
I don't think he could steal away my boyfriend's car.!
If he do so, he is going to be send in to jail.
But perhaps, I'm not going to do this to my father.
I'll just say that, my father really brainless.

So, what I say so much because I just want to let those who looking my blog.
Friend, mother's friend, father's friend, boyfriend.
I know what I want, I'm doing what I need.
ISABELLA @ (: 9:00 PM