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7.20.2010.

Half done my brochure's assignment.
Now just waiting my group member Oreo to send me the detail
and I write into the brochure and everything done.
Hmmm... I think after finish this assignment I'll still left...
1 more, Foong Lin's Assignment 2.

College life really make me felt so tired.
But what to do?
I promise my dad that I'll finish at least degree in this course.
So I'll do what I've promise.
And at least degree means 4-5 years.
Babe says he want to marry me after I finish my degree.
Can i belief this?
Even my ex-boyfriend says this before, but at last end with no reason.
I'm sick of this kind of no ensurer's promise.
It will be hurt if it didn't come true.
Some times I really need some rest on my relationship.
Because sometimes I need some one to talk to me...
But babe always not free, or maybe he is spending time with friends.
And now babe set up his own stall already.
Will be more busy on taking care the stall.
And I'm going to open blog shop too.
Both of us will be more busy in the future.
Will less meet up or maybe less go out for shopping already.
I really don't know how to handle our relationship, it's really hard for me.
Babe sometimes just didn't talk much,
didn't really put effort on it.
It makes me felt so blind on this.

Sometimes dad not really belief what I tell him.
Just like yesterday, I tell him my kindergarten is organise a trip
for teachers to relax at Penang. 2days 1night only.
For teachers is free, but for outsider is RM268.
I do ask babe to go with me, but babe don't want.
So I'll go there alone to enjoy myself.
But dad just can't belief that babe didn't follow me go.
I really get fed up.!
Why just can't belief what I say?
You want better result I get B for you.
You want I concentrate on my study I concentrate.
I not even think of babe when I got my class on.
Maybe sometime, a few minutes when it is tea break.
I do put effort on my study on my assignment.
But why can't my family belief me?
Everyday says I didn't do homework, say I always online.
They just didn't realize that I do it on every free time I got.
I didn't really act I'm hardworking in front of them,
because they'll say I'm fake.
So what to do? I'll just keep quiet and let them be.
I didn't fight back or argue with them.

College, last time when I was still secondary student
how wish I could faster get in college and study and finish what i want.
But it doesn't means it is happy when you get in.
There are lots of assignment, lots of things to do...

Relationship, I'm tired of this.
I wish to end this, but I confuse.
Because I love him.

Family, why peoples say family is the one who always support you?
Ya, maybe sometimes. But not always...
Sometime they will blame on you, and lost trust on you.

At last is, yourself.
Blame yourself when something goes wrong.
Trust yourself when anything need trust.
Scold yourself when something need to be scold.
Hate yourself if you do some wrong decision.
Love yourself when you're doing well on something.
Everything yourself, no ones will bother what you do,
And you're free.

I always be like that.

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